ya vstupayu v novyi neizvedammyi mir, polnyi chistoi krasoty, novyh priklyuchenii i kuchi raznyh terminoff---mir fotografii,,,znakomit menya s etim mirom odin zamechatelnyi chelovechek s angel'skim terpeniem Mohd, zhivushii na Mal'divah...inogda mne hochetsya vse brosit' i kazhetsya chto men ne dano ponyat' eto vse, naprimer vchera sobirayas' pochitat' manual svoego novogo malysha, ya nahodila tysyachu prichin chtoby otlozhit' eto delo---vid vseh etih shem, abreviatur i neponyatnuh terminov razbrosannyh po strnitsam privodil menya v stupor...v itoge ya pochitala knigu maga i zadremala, bukvalno na polchasika(hot' i pokazalos' chto ya spala dolgo i mnogoe bylo prochuvstvovano i osoznano :)
prosnulas' ya s kemto nasheptannoi frazoi-"dorogu osilit idushiy" i togda zarodila' kakayato yverennost'-nado prosto dvigat'sya vpered i ne somnevatsya ni v chem...ya nshla manual i neskolko minut prosto igrala s nim, gladya ego nezhnye gladkie stranitsy, predlagaya emu podruzhitsya--a on v otvet otkryval mne mir malysha, postepenno i ostorozhno....

poslednie dni mne vezde mayachila fraza Carpe diem, kakovo zhe bylo moe udivlenie uznat chto v perevpde ona oznachat"seize the moment" ili "lovi moment" po nashemy(NE~)...znachit nuzhno dvogatsya vpered i ne tratit' energiyu na rassuzhdeniya tipa a chto esli, a zachem i kak,,,prosto idti vpered i vospol'zovatsya shansom stat' tem, kem ya vsegda hotela,,,i vse ostalnoe prilozhitsya, INSHALLAH
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