well...Amine was really pissed at me and we talked on the phone and l was depressed a bit and he came over "as a friend" and it was real nice to be with him again...l dunno what exactly is happenin but l do have some feelings for this boy...the prob is not all of those feelings are nice...and he hates my bipolar behavior and split personalities and all that staff...today l feel sick, may be l got a cold from him so gonna take it easy...just meet my friend Firas for a coffee or shisha...real stressed at work yet excited about the holidays....and l do need to cool my brains down for a while...thinkin bout the family...bout ma girlz...talked to babbo today...
and lm like real glad to finf a good friend...even tho i do think there is more behind that,,,time will show everythin'...but l decided to take it easy...chi cerca trova, rite?