sad eyes never lie
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life isnt beautiful for everybody

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help me to bury my selfishness
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You know, I could write many things wishing you a very happy new year, but what would it matter if the probability you read it is so little? But just in case you pass by here, I wanna tell you that the my fondest memories of 2007 are the ones that include you ))) and I wish you sunshine on your path and storms to season your journey. I wish you peace in the world in which you live and in the smallest corner of the heart where truth is kept. I wish you faith to help you define your living and your life. More than this I cannot wish you, except, perhaps, Love, to make all the rest worthwhile. God bless you over and over again in 2008.
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Anya,
God created and filled the world with a hope so real, with joy so pure and a love so true; and for this christmas season I wish you all of these feelings can dwell in your heart, bringing peace and harmony for you life. Merry Christmas with the Lord´s blessings!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, POSDRAVLAYU ! ! !

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she buried my heart in the river bend
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now you´ve come from London, took a shower and resaw your friends and told them the lattest news...please, read my message right below and talk w/ me.
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Today I had a mix of strong emotions...I cried alone after my friends hugged me and gave me presents. I think I cried coz in my deep inner I was sure that I didn’t deserve such love like that. Janaína wrote so tender words in a card...she did: "Den, dream high above and stare at the sky. If you miss the target, at least you will be among the stars". I loved it and I didn´t know I am so emotive.

Also today I went to a travel agency to buy the ticket...during the way I was so confuse...I stopped for several times and even I thought to come back...indeed I did. But I changed my mind and once again I went back to travel agency...my mind was in a fog...I couldn’t see a good reason to go to Russia once more; all of the good "friends" from there aren’t a reason enough for I do this. You know, I am almost sure that you won’t meet me...I am so afraid of...Then, I closed my eyes and I allowed my heart to whisper: "go man, go! If she doesn’t meet you, at least you tried to". So, I did it, I tried don’t think about my act...if you do not me, the wait will have been worth anyway.

You know, nearly two weeks ago, I knew a girl from St Pet. She’s has been married with a Korean but he left her and went back to South Korea. She told me that he just used her while he was studying for Master degree. Do you believe that all of the foolishness that I told during one year, she did in just two weeks? )))) I got amazed and astonished. My mistakes came over me once more : ))) I look at her words and I remembered of you. It comforted me. Now I can to understand how you felt yourself. I always knew that I was the guilt for you having stopped communication, but now I can see my mistakes in details. I try to be tender and sympathetic. She’s not crazy, but just lonely...just like I was. There are so many lonely people in internet... Please, think about the possibility for we meet, ok? I don’t hope anything more than a couple of minutes; if it takes, I´ll be happy. Just let me look at your eyes and see that I wasn’t wrong, but just made a misunderstanding

If you prick me, shall I not sleed? If you tickle me, shal I not laugh? If you poison me, shall I not die? and If someone loves me, shall I not love her back? I am not sure...there´s no rules for heart´s things...

You know, I can see you on-line...and I feel me so bad for cannot talk with you. But I understand your reasons...my gosh, I was a real stupid ))) I am talking now with many people...all of them are nice...but I feel me so empty coz I would like to talk with you for a last time, you know? I would like you could understand me...maybe not, maybe not.

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