well, we are not gonna have sex cuz i've known him for just a short time to have sex, besides he is like so cue and so sure of himself, it's just...i want to prove that it's worth it, oh, can't really explain, just the way i feel. i am not crazy, i am 20 and i've had sex before, it's really not about physical contact, i have to have really strong feelings to somebody i have sex with.but in general i like sex

OH, GOD!I' AM SO OUT OF IT RIGHT NOW.I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH MY BOYFRIEND, HE'S LIKE MISSES ME SO BAD, SO HE'S ALL PACKED, AND HE WANTS TO COME TO OHIO,I CANNOT IMAGINE LIVING WITH SOME GUY, NEVER SHARED A ROOM, JUST WITH MY BROTHER, WHEN WE WERE KIDDOES.ANYWAY, I HAVE THESE BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH!I TOLD HIM WE'RE NOT GONNA HAVE SEX THOUGH, BET IT'S GONNA BE HARD, CAUS HE'S HOT!

HEY, I CALLED THAT ONE LADY, SHE'S FROM RUSSIA, I'M ABOUT TO MOVE IN THE APARTMENT, HOPEFULLY, I CAN LIVE OVER THERE, BECAUSE IT IS JUST RIGHT THERE BY MY FUTURE WORK PLACE...I'M NOT SURE SHE'LL LET MY BFRIEND LIVE WITH US, BUT I REALLY HOPE IT'LL WORK OUT!:cheese: I DON'T KNOW WHY I PUT CHEESE SMILE FACE, ANYWAY....STOP SAYING THAT WORD!ANDREW, LENA'S HUSBAND OPENED A BOTTLE OF WINE, REALLY GOOD WINE.WELL, I'M GETTING DRUNK ALREADY, CAUS I HAVEN'T BEEN DRINKING FOR 3 MONTHS.THAT ONE TIME I GOT SICK FROM HLF A GLASS OF CHAMPAGNE, SO I JUST DIDN'T FEEL LIKE DRINKING AT ALL, PEOPLE WOULD WONDER, SINCE BEFORE THAT I HAD WINE LIKE EVERY WEEK WITH MOM, BEFORE I WENT OUT ON FRIDAYS.CAN'T WAIT TO SEE LESHA(MY BFRIEND)!!!!AND CAN'T WAIT TO EAT PIZZA ANDREW IS COOKING FOR US!

i am in usa.i got here may 18, spent one nite in new york and it was awesome.love nyc, it's busy out there, and a lot of fun.i left a bfriend in russia, now he's also in america and he sad he wants to be with me.i said that i thought he would be impressed by us, forget about me and next time we meet, we'll talk to each other like friends, nope, he wants to come and stay with me in ohio!my friend lena, that i am currently staying with,she is so american now, she moved here just 2 years ago, and she changed, but in a very good way!i love her!