В колонках играет - SILENCE
Настроение сейчас - UP IN THE AIR!

HI, DIARY!HI EVERYBODY!I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN HERE IN FOREVER, BUT I DIDN'T HAVE ANY TIME.
I AM STAYING IN AMERICA.
I AM HAPPY ABOUT IT.AND I AM VERY THANKFUL TO ELENA AND LIKA FOR CONVINCING ME!
I WILL MISS MY MOTHER THOUGH, BUT IT'S A GOOD THING THAT SHE ISN'T GETTING A SURGERY..AT LEAST NOT NOW.
I WANT HER TO MOVE HERE WITH ME.
SHE IS SUCH AN AWESOME WOMAN, SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND AND ALWAYS WILL BE THAT WAY!
I FOUND OUT THAT COFFEE HAS MORE ANTIOXIDANTS THAN GREEN TEA, I WAS TRULY AMAZED. SO NOW I DON'T FEEL GUILTY FOR DRINKING COFFEE EVERY DAY. BUT YOU HAVE TO LIMIT YOUR COFFEE CONSUME BY 1-2 CUPS A DAY.
I LOVE LEARNING STUFF ABOUT DIFFERENT FOOD.ESPECIALLY THE FOOD THAT I LIKE, AND WHEN I FIND OUT THAT IT'S HEALTHY FOR YOU I GET EXCITED.
I AM GOING TO A CAR AUCTION TOMORROW, I REALLY HATE THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO MISS DAY OF WORK, BUT I HAVE TO GET DONE WITH CAR, I NEED TO SETTLE DOWN.AND CAR WILL HELP ME DO THAT.
I WILL REALLY MISS ALLY WHEN SHE WILL BE GONE, IT WAS SO AMAZING TO HAVE SUMMER SISTER, SHARE STORIES, FUN AND SORROW.SHE IS SO GREAT.
BUT I AM STAYING IN AMERICA AND I KNOW THAT'S FOR THE BEST.

Настроение сейчас - PRETTY GOOD!!!!!!

I HAD TO WORK TODAY, AND MY MANAGER CANCELLED ME, BECAUSE THEY RESCHEDULED THE WEDDING OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, ANYWAY I AM PRETTY EXCITED ABOUT THE WEEKEND EVEN THOUGH I HAVE TO WOKR TOMORROW.BECAUSE TOMORROW WE ARE GOING TO LOOK FOR CARS, WELL, IT'S GONNA BE A PICE OF SHIT, SINCE I DON'T HAVE A CREDIT, BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER, IN RUSSIA EVERYBODY DRIVES SHITTY CARS, SO WHAT...WELL, NOT EVERYBODY, OLIGARCHY IS DRIVING BMW, MERCEDES ETC, BUT I WILL HAVE IT AS SOON AS I GET DONE WITH THE LAWYER! AND I ALREADY KNOW WHAT I AM DRIVING PRETTY SOON, BMW3, OHHHHHH! CAN'T WAIT TILL I GET MY GRENNCARD AND I WANNA MOVE TO FLORIDA, AND NO WAY AM GOING BACK, A LOT OF MY FRIENDS THAT CAME HERE ON THE SAME PROGRAM DECIDED TO STAY HERE THIS YEAR ALSO, AND I THINK THEY'RE GONNA BE ALRIGHT, CAUS THERE IS NO FUTURE IN THE RF!
ANYWAY.......A&F IS THE BEST STORE IN THE WORLD, TODAY ELENA AND I SAW A VERY CUTE GUY OVER THERE, SHE WOULDN'T SHUT UP SAYING YOU SHOULD'VE COME UP AND TALK TO HIM, THEN I WAS THINKING ABOUT THE GUY THE WHOLE TIME AFTER WE LEFT THE STORE AND THEN DURING WORK ALSO!I MIGHT GO BACK THERE.AND I GOT FLIP-FLOPS TOO, SO I AM HAPPY!RED ONES!:rolleyes:
I WANT STRAWBERRIES WITH CHOKOLATE, I HAD THEM LAST NITE BUT I WANT MORE!
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В колонках играет - SPYAT YSTALIE IGRYSHKI
Настроение сейчас - horny!

we started watching 'final destination2'...i've seen it once, but it was still very scary, i don't remember, who i saw that movie with, and for some reason this thought won't leave me alone, caus sometimes i just have these ideas in my head, and they won't give me a break....
gotta go to bed...man, i want some crazy love...i vse vitekauwie iz nee posledstviya.....
stole the picture fron elena.....
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Настроение сейчас - I AM HUNGRY!

ALLY AND I ARE SPENDING A NITE OVER AT LENA'S HOUSE, WE ARE WATING ON ANDREW, BECAUSE HE IS COOKING US A CHICKEN IN A RUSSIAN STYLE, FRYING IT!REMINDS ME OF RUSSIA, BUT IT'S NOT LIKE I WANNA GO THERE, NO WAY!
I MISS MY MAMA THOUGH, BUT I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE NEST SOONER OR LATER,SO I WILL JUST MAKE HER GET OVER HERE LATER.
WE ARE WATCHING A MOVIE AFTER THE CHICKEN.
TOMORROW WE ARE GOING TO CEDAR POINT.I AM REALLY EXCITED, CAUS I HAVEN'T HAD A DAY OFF FOR 2 WEEKS, AND I A NOT HAVING ANY DAY OFF THIS WEEKEND EITHER.BUT I LOVE MY JOBS, BOTH OF THEM.
I DON'T LIKE MY GIGALO MAITRE D' ANY MORE, CAUS ... I JUST DON'T , BUT MY GENERAL MANAGER IS SOOO HITTING ON ME, AND THE BOSS TOO, THE ONE WHO OWNS THE WHOLE COMPANY, HE IS BOLD AND HE IS OLD, BUT RICH!SO HWAT?I'D RATHER DRIVE A $500 CAR, THEN HAVE SOME OLD FART IN MY LIFE WITH HIS STINKY MONEY!

В колонках играет - NICHEGO NE IGRAET, BUT I HAVE BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH!!!!
Настроение сейчас - EXCELLENT!

I JUST GOT OFF MY MAIN JOB, I AM ABOUT TO LEAVE TO MY NEXT JOB!AND I LIKE IT!I LOVE BEING BUSY!IT GIVES ME THE FEELING THAT I AM NOT WASTING MY LIFE!ALIYA IS IN TOWN, IT'S MY FRIEND FROM RUSSIA, SHE WAS HERE LAST YEAR, AND WE ARE GOING TO LIVE IN THE SAME HOUSE WITH HER, IT IS REALLY EXCITING!!!!
CANNOT WAIT TILL I SEE MY MAITRE D'!!!!HE IS REALLY CUTE, EVEN THOUGH HE IS A ZHIGALO, HE PAID A LOT OF ATTENTION TO ME LAST WEEK, SO WHO KNOWS...AT LEAST I CAN FLIRT WITH HIM A LITTLE!
MY RIDE IS HERE!GOTTA GO!
LOVE CYBER CAT, THANK YOU FOR YOUR MESSAGE!!!!!YOU'RE VERY INSPIRING!!!!!
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AM I A MORRON OR WHAT? WHY DO I DOUBLECLICK, WHEN IT SAYS NOT TO? ANYWAYS, I AM SORRY GUYS FOR DOING THAT.I GUESS I NEED TO SLEEP AND GET OFF THE DAMN INTERNET, WHICH IS VERY ADDICTIVE. GOOD NITE!

В колонках играет - NICHEGO NE IGRAET, NO POCHEMY TO NA MNE NAYSHNIKI!
Настроение сейчас - PINK MOOD!

I JUST FINISHED WATCHING 'NEW YORK MINUTE' WITH MARY-KATE AND ASHLEY OLSEN, I LOVE THEM ,THEY ARE SO PRETTY, AND SO MUCH FUN, LOOKING AT THEM I WANNA HAVE A TWIN SISTER!
WHY IN THE WORLD AM I NOT SLEEPING?I HAVE TO GET UP EARLY FOR WORK, AND I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING TO BED RIGHT THIS SECOND...
BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WANT IT TO BE MORNIG, BECAUSE I WANT COFFEE, I JUST LOVE COFFEE, I THINK IT IS THE SEXIEST DRINK! IF A GUY INVITES YOU FOR A COFFEE ISN'T THAT SEXY?NOT JUST TO GO OUT AND HAVE LUNCH OR DINNER, 'TO HAVE COFFEE'. COFFFEE DOES MAKE ME HYPER AND HORNY, I JUST DON'T LIKE EITHER ONE OF THESE WORDS. COFFEE BRINGS ME IN A GREAT AND EROTIC MOOD, THAT SOUNDS BETTER.GUYS ARE HORNY ANIMALS, I PREFER BEING IN EROTIC MOOD.
I HAVEN'T HAD THOUGHTS LIKE THAT IN FOREVER, THE ONLY THING I WAS HAVING IN MY HEAD LATELY, WAS MOVING TO AMERICA, WHERE CAN I FIND $10000....AND NOW I AM JUST WRITING ABOUT COFFEE, I GUESS I FEEL THAT I WILL START LIKING SOMEBODY PRETTY SOON, I HAVE THAT WEIRD INTUITION, OR MAYB IT'S JUST A FULL MOON, THAT SETS ME IN THE MOOD LIKE I AM IN RIGHT NOW!
TALKED TO MOM, SHE SAID SHE'LL MISS ME, BUT SHE WANTS ME TO HAVE ABRIGHT FUTURE, THAT'S WHY SHE'S TELLING ME TO STAY IN THE COUNTRY.THE ONLY THING IF LENA WASN'T HERE FOR ME, I WOULD FEEL SO MUCH WEAKER, SHE IS THE GREATES SUPPORT, I HAVE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE FROM ANY OF MY FRIENDS!
AND I WANNA MOVE TO FLORIDA SO BAD,I GUESS AFTER I WATCHED THE PUERTO RICO VIDEO, ALL THE PALM TREES AND THE CLIMATE AND THE OCEAN...WANNA LIVE LIKE THAT THE REST OF MY LIFE.ONCE I PAY OFF EB GREEN CARD I CAN GET ME A BMW, AND IT'S NOT LIKE I AM DREAMING, IT'LL COME TRUE, IT'S VERY REAL, IF I STAY HERE, BUT THERE IS NO OPTION FOR ME TO GO BACK, RUSSIA IS NOT MY PLACE, AND THAT'S THE END OF THE STORY.
I WANNA WORK AT LANDERHAVEN, GONNA SEE MY MAITRE D', E'S SO HOT, BUT HE'S NOT MEANT FOR ME, I REALISE THA, BUT CAN'T STOP LIKING HIM.
LIFE IS JUST SO BEAUTIFUL!I LOVE IT!
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В колонках играет - NICHEGO NE IGRAET, NO POCHEMY TO NA MNE NAYSHNIKI!
Настроение сейчас - PINK MOOD!

I JUST FINISHED WATCHING 'NEW YORK MINUTE' WITH MARY-KATE AND ASHLEY OLSEN, I LOVE THEM ,THEY ARE SO PRETTY, AND SO MUCH FUN, LOOKING AT THEM I WANNA HAVE A TWIN SISTER!
WHY IN THE WORLD AM I NOT SLEEPING?I HAVE TO GET UP EARLY FOR WORK, AND I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING TO BED RIGHT THIS SECOND...
BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WANT IT TO BE MORNIG, BECAUSE I WANT COFFEE, I JUST LOVE COFFEE, I THINK IT IS THE SEXIEST DRINK! IF A GUY INVITES YOU FOR A COFFEE ISN'T THAT SEXY?NOT JUST TO GO OUT AND HAVE LUNCH OR DINNER, 'TO HAVE COFFEE'. COFFFEE DOES MAKE ME HYPER AND HORNY, I JUST DON'T LIKE EITHER ONE OF THESE WORDS. COFFEE BRINGS ME IN A GREAT AND EROTIC MOOD, THAT SOUNDS BETTER.GUYS ARE HORNY ANIMALS, I PREFER BEING IN EROTIC MOOD.
I HAVEN'T HAD THOUGHTS LIKE THAT IN FOREVER, THE ONLY THING I WAS HAVING IN MY HEAD LATELY, WAS MOVING TO AMERICA, WHERE CAN I FIND $10000....AND NOW I AM JUST WRITING ABOUT COFFEE, I GUESS I FEEL THAT I WILL START LIKING SOMEBODY PRETTY SOON, I HAVE THAT WEIRD INTUITION, OR MAYB IT'S JUST A FULL MOON, THAT SETS ME IN THE MOOD LIKE I AM IN RIGHT NOW!
TALKED TO MOM, SHE SAID SHE'LL MISS ME, BUT SHE WANTS ME TO HAVE ABRIGHT FUTURE, THAT'S WHY SHE'S TELLING ME TO STAY IN THE COUNTRY.THE ONLY THING IF LENA WASN'T HERE FOR ME, I WOULD FEEL SO MUCH WEAKER, SHE IS THE GREATES SUPPORT, I HAVE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE FROM ANY OF MY FRIENDS!
AND I WANNA MOVE TO FLORIDA SO BAD,I GUESS AFTER I WATCHED THE PUERTO RICO VIDEO, ALL THE PALM TREES AND THE CLIMATE AND THE OCEAN...WANNA LIVE LIKE THAT THE REST OF MY LIFE.ONCE I PAY OFF EB GREEN CARD I CAN GET ME A BMW, AND IT'S NOT LIKE I AM DREAMING, IT'LL COME TRUE, IT'S VERY REAL, IF I STAY HERE, BUT THERE IS NO OPTION FOR ME TO GO BACK, RUSSIA IS NOT MY PLACE, AND THAT'S THE END OF THE STORY.
I WANNA WORK AT LANDERHAVEN, GONNA SEE MY MAITRE D', E'S SO HOT, BUT HE'S NOT MEANT FOR ME, I REALISE THA, BUT CAN'T STOP LIKING HIM.
LIFE IS JUST SO BEAUTIFUL!I LOVE IT!
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i need $10000 immediately.because i want to stay in america.i need rich husband, where can i get him. because i don't wanna go back to russia. i am so devastated.don't wanna go to russia.it's impossible to live there. how can i live there when my mom gets only $300 a month, parents divorced, dad doesn't give $, ahhhhh! and to stay in the country i need that ten freakin thousands,that's how much the lawyer costs.....and it will be for sure, well like 99%.so confused!!!!!!

Настроение сейчас - LIKE IT SHOULD BE IN THE MORNING!

didn't get up as early as i was supposed to!andrew let us sleep more, i spent a nite over at elena's.we watched 'freaky friday' and 'eurotrip', i loved 'ff', the other one i've seen before!
i just had some mozarella cheese, i love it, and for some reason i am writing about it, i am always excited about cheese.at work i tried some white cheese with strawberries, it was so good, we have all the sophisticated food for the rich people.
can't well till alliluya gets here.we are gonna live in the same houser.one more person to hang out with!alli, come soon!
i miss my friend natasha, she is in germany right now, she is the sweetest ever, now i decided to stay here i don't know when i am going to see her!
tony, my boss, keeps writing me emails, since i don't have a cell, he told me he wrote a song about me, he is a musician, besides his other job.
wanna hear the song!

Настроение сейчас - tired but happy

sugar, you gotta go to bed, quit writing your diary and checking your friends' diaries!!!!!
i really haven't had any good sleep in forever!i have two jobs now!and i love them both.first of all i work at the insurance agency for elena ollick, isn't that great to have your own business at 20, she is a monster, not me.well, i guess i am a little monster, because i got the insurance, and i really enjoy my job, especially the part being with elena and her very good husband, andrew is the best for elena, they are like the perfect couple to me!i am happy for them!
and i am happy for myself to be with them.another person who works there is matt, he is a fun guy, and he gave me chicken today that he cooked himself, it amazes me how guys love cooking in usa.you know i went on a date with my boss, he is 40, but you can never tell that, he is smart, but so much fun.next day at my other job i met a pharmacist, who is also an older guy, i love older guys, i guess the whole thing with my ex, who was 1 year younger didn't work out, because he was immature, but he is very nice, we are not meant for each other, so since then i fall for older guys.i like my maitre d' at work, it's like the leading person, who tells us what to do, how to decorate, serve dinners, pass food etc. but i am not sure about his feeling, anyway all these guys that are chasing me around in usa, i think i will get tired of that pretty soon, maybe not.in russia you don't get half a much of attention, boys are lazy and spoilt!
i am so sleeeeeeepy!gotta go to bed!good nite or morning to those of you who will read it in the morning!!!!!
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TODAY I STARTED MY NEW JOB, WELL, I HAD THE TRAINING DAY, BUT I WROTE MY FIRST POLICY.PRETTY SOON I HOPE TO BE QUELIFIED INSURANCE AGENT, WHEN I GET MY LICENSE, OF COURSE.ELENA IS ABOUT TO GET A NEW OFFICE, SO IT'S JUST GONNA BE US THERE, INSURING PEOPLE!
I HAD FUN WORKING THIS WEEKEND IN LANDERHAVEN, I WORKED AT BLACK PEOPLE CONFERENCE, AND I WORKED AT 60 CLASS REUNION, WHICH WAS SO MUCH FUN.ONE OLD LADY BASICALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH ME, SHE LOVED MY HAIR AND THE WAY I SPOKE ENGLISH!THE DAY BEFORE THAT I WORKED AT THE INDIAN WEDDING, ATE SOME RAW TUNA, WHICH WAS SOOO GOOD AND I HAD AN INDIAN DINNER THAT NITE.I LOVE FOOD THAT THEY COOK OVER THERE.
THE ONLY PROBLEM I HAVE IS TO MOVE OUT OF THE HOUSE WHERE I STAYED MY FIRST MONTH, BECAUSE THE LADY I STAY WITH APPARENTLY HAVE PSYCHOLOGICAL PROBLEMS, SHE DOESN'T LIKE ME, BUT IN GENERAL SHE IS NICE, I DON'T KNOW WHY IS SHE MEAN TO ME, SHE JUST IS...
WHERE IS NAUGHTY BABY, I MISS YOU?!
MY LENOCHKA IS THE BEST, I AM SO THANKFUL TO GOD I HAVE SUCH A GREAT FRIEND!
LAST NITE WE WENT TO SEE MR AND MRS SMITH, IT WAS SO MUCH FUN.
OK MY DATE FOR TONITE IS HERE, GOTTA GO,TELL LATER ALL ABOUT IT.GOING OUT WITH THE BOSS:)

WOW!HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN FOREVER....I GUESS I'VE BEEN BUSY LAST FEW DAYS!I LOVE MY JOB.I WORK AS A WAITRESS AT THIS REALLY UPSCALE PLACE, HAVE LOT'S OF FUN THERE.SERVED AT JEWISH 'BAR MITZWA', INDIAN WEDDING AND PROM, THE INDIAN WEDDING WAS SOOOOO BEAUTIFUL, I TOOK SOME FLOWERS HOME WITH ME, SINCE MY BOYFRIEND DOESN'T GIVE ME ANY.AND I LOVE FLOWERS, AND I TOLD HIM THAT TOO. BUT WHO IS HE?HE IS JUST A BOY, AND THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY ABOUT HIM. THE WEATHER IS REALLY HOT, BUT TODAY I WOKE UP BECAUSE IT WAS RAINONG SO HARD, I LOVED THE MORNING, NOW IT'S HOT AND SUNNY AGAIN.
I MET A COUPLE OF HOT GUYS AT MY WORK, AND I AM HAPPY ABOUT IT, CAN'T WAIT TILL FRIDAY, BECAUSE THAT'S WHEN I SEE ONE OF THEM HOPEFULLY!
I THINK THAT ME AND MY BOYFRIEND WOULD BE BETTER FRIENDS THEN BOY/GIRLFRIEND.LAST NITE HE WAS TELLING ME THE STORY ABOUT HIS EX AND I DIDN'T MIND, I WAS EXCITED TO HEAR IT, USUALLY I HATE MY GUYS DOING THAT, AND NOBODY DOES.BUT WITH HIM...THAT'S KINDA WEIRD THOUGH.I LIKE OTHER GUYS, HE TELLS ME ABOUT HIS EX,THAT APPARENTLY WAS PLAYING A VERY IMPORTANT ROLE IN HIS LIFE AND WE SLEEP ON DIFFERENT EDGES OF BED, DON'T EVEN HUG, BECAUSE I HATE HUGGING IN SLEEP, OR, MAYBE IT'S JUST HIM, DON'T KNOW!

DIARY, HELLO!!!!!
I HAD SUCH AN AWESOME WEEKEND!WATCHED A COUPLE OF MOVIES, ALMOST THROUGH WITH MY O.C. 1ST SEASON, THEN ATEE SUSHI, DID NOTHING, IT'S JUST THE JOB THAT BUGGS ME, I MEAN THE ABSENCE OF MY JOB, ANYWAY TOMORROW I AM HAVING AN INTERVIEW, GOD, PLEASE, HELP ME GET IT!!!!!!!MADE SOME COOL PICS, AND LENA PUBLISHED THEM. WE ARE GOING TO PLAY AT THE ARCADES.LESHA IS REALLY SWEET TO ME, BUT HE CHANGED SINCE RUSSIA, A WHOLE LOT, DON'T KNOW WHY, BUT IT'S REALLY CONFUSING.STILL DIDN'T HAVE SEX.HE CAN'T WAIT, THAT'S WHAT I THINK, I AM NOT SURE I WANT TO GET THAT CLOSE!CAN'T WRITE SOME MORE STUFF CAUS LESHA IS SIGNED UP FOR MY DIARY, JUST DON'T FEEL COMFORTSBLE WRITING STUFF ABOUT .... DOWN.WELL, I GUESS I HAVE TO BYE A NORMAL DIARY AND WRITE THERE AND HERE COMMUNICATE WITH CRASZY AND FUN LOVING PEOPLE LIKE NAUGHTY BABY!READ ABOUT HER LIFE!OR PROBABLY O SHOULD WRITE IN FRENCH, DON'T THINK A WHOLE LOT OF PEOLE KNOW IT, ACCEPT FRENCH AND CANADIANS.

I guess i am not going to church tomorow, caus i am spending a nite over at lena's. watched the oc, love it, missed it, while i was gone.want something or somebody sensational in my life!!!!!!a date with brad pitt, that'll do:)

hey, diary!
everything is going well....still looking for a job though, it's kinda weird process, caus there are lots of different jobs, it's just takes a while, waiting for them to call, after you fill out the application...anyway, it was raining so hard yesterday.was even scared, couldn't fall asleep for a long time.wanna work!gosh!trying to thing if i should go to church tomorrow or not, caus i don't know any people at any churches, but i can just walk in and be like:guys, can i sit here and listen to the preacher?
ok, need to go, again look for a job, and then i am hanging out at lena's, she said she bought me cherries, caus she knew i loved them, isn't that sweet of her?!

HI DIARY!
I GUESS I AM DOING FINE..BUT I AM SIMPLY ONE WEIRD CREATURE, MY BOYFRIEND IS NOW SLEEPING RIGHT NEXT TO ME, AND WE ARE NOT HAVING SEX, I AM NOT READY, MY AMERICAN DAD DOESN'T HAVE A CLUE THAT I AM STAYING IN OHIO, AND I JUST REALLY WANNA SEE MY DAD! THE ONLY THING IS THAT I LOVE TO WATCH OC, AND I CANNOT STOP IT, BUT I JUST WATCH IT ALL THE TIME.I AM JUST WRITING SOME CRAP, ANYWAY I HAD MY INTEVIEW SET UP AT EXECUTIVE CATERERS FOR TOMORROW AND I HOPE THAT'LL WORK OUT PERFECT FOR ME!I JUST HAVE NO IDEA HOW IN THE WORLD I AM GOING TO CARRY AROUND THE HEAVY TRAYS KINDA WANNA SLEEP ,KINDA WANNA EAT, KINDA DON'T KNOW WHAT EXACTLY I WANT BUT I WANT SOMETHING....

Sexy bitches :D
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That's us after crazy Walmart party :D:D:D:D
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hungry.......
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Me..
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