inside my head? My expectations, my questions, my curiosity, my love, my admirations, my enthusiasm, myself.  What am I doing here? What is the point of all of this? My thoughts need to develop. I have the ability to control my future with the power of thought. I try to go against the ‘norm’.  This structure, a system to control everything in the world is revealed to me and will not fool my believes. I am an aware creature and I am planning to overcome the norms to rule and live in the real world. Everyone lives in the fake world. The system is made up by human beings, which makes it be someone’s idea. Ideas are not real. Ideas are not true, they are only suggestions. We live according to someone’s suggestion. I need to know the truth, the absolute truth. Systems are fake. The fundaments of everything in this world is based on some system, whether it be religion, politics, army, etc. I want to be able to communicate with people on a different level. I understand my position and I am not satisfied with it. I have the ability to be aware of the system, so I should be exposed to the truth. If I know of some existence it should be explained to me.

People have no time to listen. Quality of work doesn’t matter for nerves. Philosophy is the gathering of people’s ideas, thoughts, and theories. Philosophy is never true.  Psychology is another religion, another system or language which controls people. It restricts their consciousness. Psychology rules and regulates people’s attitudes and actions. People’s thoughts are controlled. We are restricted to do certain acts, because we do not want to be different. Psychology puts every individual under one title. The very famous title of normality. Although norms vary in societies, the fundamentals are always the same.  We thrive to be different, however in the fake world we are only doing the same thing as everyone else. Where is the absolute truth? Why are people consumers? Who needs their physical bodies to do labor and gain millions of dollars. What is the true meaning or rather the true purpose of money?

Anonymous ideas are good for the people. But how do I know if I know? Where am I getting this from? I like to search inside my head for new theories and ideas, for inspiration in the world. I find suggestions and I filter the garbage from the outer world. My ideas are no more different than anyone else’s. I create words and ideas, I create beauty and I create myself. Everything creates, thus everything is god. Everything destroys, thus everything is god. God is the balance in nature. We need to be balanced out. There is no control in the absolute truth. There is only balance in the absolute truth.

We spend too much time on unnecessary things. We need to find our true selves; instead we seek the truth in others.

Fake world!

Fake system!

I’m denying everything, but the absolute truth which I know exists, however everyone denies it. I accept what everyone denies. I deny what everyone accepts.

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haloween semmi was fun but im exited for the real haloween party ! :)

comin back to u all again !!!

with new feelings !!

IM IN LOVE and its the best thing that ever happened to me !!