
i always try to find a line with u.. and i afraid of this.. i fear that in some day i”ll lose it. sometimes i realize i think bout it so much and it has bad influence for my mind. when i tell u bout my feelings i feel freedom. i free in my actions? desires? errors.. like u!!
..and when i feel freedom i feel happines.. and most of all i want u be happy.
as u know, u create pretty deep, full-on love relation-ships with friends.. a lot of it”s also bout myself. i can a coward a lot of the time and there come a moment when i quik brave. it”s a lot bout me dealing with myself rather than attackting other people.. would i like to know the future? no. there”s a side to me that likes to plan a little, bit ahead and there”s a side that just needs to be free.. to kind of not be nailed in is really important to me. i can sense it.. something important.