yesterday i went out with olga, alex and carla
it was a fun night out.
we went to see pirates of the carebean movie
and before that we went to a indian restaurant , where the food was awesome
i ordered lamb and a mango cocktail, it was unbelievable good!
we all stayid at olgas house cause it was way to late to walk home alone.
that biatch, invited two guys that i didn't know and we ended up watching borat clips like until 5 am
i dont know whats wrong with her, she is so jealous of me
i can feel it, she even said to me : " you wanted to go sleep, you can go now" when i had the conversation with one of the guys
its like she is totaly different person around guys when i am present

COME OUT OF YOUR SHELL
* there are others who often seek to avoid making mistake simply by not doing anything. it is quite true that in that way they do avoid mistakes and the resultant personal embarrassment they fear so much. but they also miss LIFE itself and all its thrills and satisfactions.
* say nothing, do nothing - be nothing!
* be actively interested in people and in their interests.
* smile at people when they look at you.
* when people draw a circle that shuts you out, just draw a circle that takes them in.
* we should not withdraw from people because of an occasional rebuff.
* people will like us and join with us for our own good, if show we are interested in them and the things that concern them.

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1)Кошелек – есть, мужской только
2)Зубную щетку – даже 2
3)Расческу – штук 7-8
4)Украшения - золото , бриллианты
5)Наволочку – давно уже не видела ее
6)Одеяло – есть
7)Чайную чашку – всегда на рабочем столе без чая
8)Нижнее белье – есть
9)Любимые духи – макс мара
10)Какой диск сейчас играет? - никакой, смотрю телек
11)Пирсинг? – только уши
12)Во что сейчас одет? – футболка, штаны
14)Во рту – ничего?
16)Желание – многа, но сегодня вечером хочу пойти в кино
17)Кого бы ты убил, если бы была возможность? - да пусть живут
18)Кого бы ты хотел сейчас увидеть? – елвиса пресли
19)Кто рядом с тобой? – только телек
20)Любимое кино – леон
21)Что с нетерпением ждешь в следующем году? - работу
23)Что последнее выпил? – пиво, очень жарко
24)Чего смертельно боишься? – темноты
25)Нравятся свечи? – параллельно
26)Нравится вкус крови? - не пробовала
27)Веришь в любовь? – только не до гроба
28)Веришь в родственные души? – конечно, я с ними живу
29)Веришь в Рай? – только в ад
30)Веришь в Бога? – да
31)Кто твой самый злейший враг? – совесть
32)Что заставит тебя заплакать? – могу плакать без причины
33)Что заставит тебя засмеяться? – пальчик
34)Что ты хочешь получить на день рождения? – еще не знаю
35)Что тебе обычно дарят? – золото , бриллианты
36)Тебе нравятся открытки? – очень, обожаю их рассматривать часами в аптеках
37)Кусаешь ногти? – нет
38)Можешь сворачивать язык? - зачем?
39)Можешь поднимать одну бровь? – нет
40)Можешь пускать кольца дыма? – не курю
42)Можешь собирать глаза в кучу? - ё маё
45)Как часто принимаешь душ? – когда хочется
46)Как долго ты принимаешь душ? - по утрам 5 мин, по вечерам по часу
47)Как сушишь волосы? – руками
48)Красишь ногти? - через день в новый цвет, обожаю
49)Тебе нравятся накладные ногти? – нет
50)Куришь? - нет
51)Пьешь кофе? - не люблю кофе
52)Принимаешь наркотики - шоколад тоже наркотик
53)Спишь с мягкими игрушками - у меня мягкая подушка в виде зайца
54)Видела несколько раз один и тот же сон - да
55)умеешь играть на каком-нибудь муз инструменте - пока нет
56)Веришь в жизнь на других планетах - только на марсе
57)Читаешь газеты - да
58)Ты заботишься о своей внешности - стараюсь
59)Заботишься о друзьях и семье - скорее они обо мне
60)Любишь вкус алкоголя - да
61)Секреты - нет
62)Татуировки - нету
63)Пирсинг - нет
64)Тебе нравится твой почерк - мне нет, другим да
65)Плохие привычки - слишком много думаю
66)Настроение - могло быть и лучше
67)Еда - ненавижу
68)Прическа - никакой
69)Что раздражает - лень и самоуверенность без меры
70)Думаешь - думаю
71)Напивался до отключки - я не пьянею
72)Совал части тела в огонь для развлечения - только пальцы, и то по глупости
73)Был ранен ментально/ранили душу - нет тьфу тьфу
74)Хранил что-то в секрете от всех - да
75)Имел воображаемого друга - где ты каспер?
76)Плакал от фильма/во время фильма - даже чаще чем надо
77)Влюблялся в училку/препода - немного
78)Выступал на сцене - да
79)Стриг волосы - нет, вот уже как 21 год не подстригалась
80)Любимое мороженое - да любое, лишь бы мороженное
81)Любимый предмет (который преподают) - география
82)Любимая фраза - что опять??

последние 24 часа ты:
83)плакал - нет
Убирал комнату - нет
Стирал - нет
Принимал ванну - нет
Сделал что-то полезное - нет

Ты веришь в:
Себя - верю
Друзей - иногда
Судьбу/карму - нет
Деда Мороза - нет
Привидений - нет
Правительство - клевые ребята
В НЛО - после правительства?

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:
Birthday:	i am old
Birthplace:	ukie
Current Location:	ny
Eye Color:	green/blue depends on the weather and mood
Hair Color:	dark blond
Height:	5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed:	used to be left handed, now right handed
Your Heritage:	i bet all east europeans
The Shoes You Wore Today:	didn't wear any yet
Your Weakness:	shopping for cloth
Your Fears:	too many
Your Perfect Pizza:	with tuna!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	get a real job
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	dont have a messenger and never WILL
Thoughts First Waking Up:	what time is it?
Your Best Physical Feature:	90-60-90
Your Bedtime:	depends
Your Most Missed Memory:	i dont miss anything
Pepsi or Coke:	neither
MacDonalds or Burger King:	whats the difference?

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i am so bored, so i just signed up for continental dance and piano lessons at local college
should be fun :-)

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so ok, last night, when we came from lake , i had 2 messages
one from olga and another one from victor, he invited me to a party and olga was scared to stay home alone, so she asked me come and stay over.
so i packed my bags and went straight to her house , hoping that after we will hit the party, BUT BUT that biatch, was having a party of her own , at her house, and she didnt' tell me anything about it,
it was so so so lame, more like a high school party rather than all grown ups, and i think i was the oldest one there, fuck !
and on my way to her house some old man started hitting on me on the bus
he was like : "i just moved from nj and would like to make new friends "
my ass, i asked his age and he is 34 or 31 cant remember, but WTF!
and even on my way back this morning , a couple of guys on a train stations wispered into my ear as i was passing by "hello girl, happy hollidays girl"
darn, it was so lame yesterday, i can't believe it.....
finally i am home
and guess what , elina added me as a friend, hahah, the girl that i haven't spoken for more than 5 years since high school, i guess she is just trying to be popular on the net or something........
and one guy at the party was like :"hey i recognize you from the facebook"
ah, i am getting popular on the facebook
and i just got invited to another party.....man i gotta stop drinking!! my parting is good!! especially good for me, i need to learn how to get alone with ppl and be friendly, cause i am freaking shy....tear....

" when you cry i cry, i cry along with you
when you smile i smile, i smile along with you"
T.O.K. (foot prints)

feeling beautiful....
i am going to the lake today :-)

went camping with olga and her parents for 2 days.
gosh, i've never realized how lucky i am with my own parents.
i love them so much.

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I AM BACK
back to new york
italy was fun fun fun
i came home yesterday, slep all day and night and today i am up ))
i just unpacked my luggage, its raining outside, so i am just chilling home , sweet.
i didn't tell anyone that i am home already, except my parents, but none of my friends know yet, and i think i might keep it that way for a couple more days, i need my beauty sleep and rest :-)) yeah
even through i didn't get alone with anyone in my group, i am still happy that i made this trip, italy is a beautiful country and i loved every moment of it, every church that i visited, every little piazza, every little restaurant (and i did eat out almost every night), i deserved it
happy :-) and tired :-)) right now

bad news: i am sick, i have a cold in italy, how sad is that
so i spend 3 days at home sleeping, watching tv and readying book
boring
but i am doing better now
this morning i decided to finanly step outside and go to the computer lab to check my mail and this is what i see in my mail box :


" That's very good that you are having a good time there... But be very careful , we need you alive here in ny... That's good that you are visiting new cities,, I would like to know them at least for pictures......Where you drunk when you lost the ticket back to Florence? lol......since you say that you are drinking a lot...loll..... and why do you say that your friends don't like you? are you mean to them too....? I thought that that was only with me......ljjjjjjjjjj lol... Just kidding...

When are you caming back? I hope soon... save and complete...lol.....believe it or not I miss you here in ny.

have a good time and continue telling me your adventurous stories and anegdotes.

Me here studing this communication class...... I am doing a project that takes me too much time...

take care.... chao bella senorina achividiamo

William"


it totaly cheer me up, how cute is that. at least someone misses me. he is such a sweetheart!!!! but , why why why am in not attractive to him on a physical level at all???? why why why

last weekends i went to VENICE
its such a beautiful city
i walked on the streets , sat done near the water and had the best meal ever (it was the most expensive one ive ever had also) , it was just beautiful.
than i and my roomate took a ferry to go around venice , it remined me of an old days, when i used to take ferry to school, it was just breath teaking
and i got a collectors spoon from venice :-)
the funny part, we missed the train to go back , because we complitelly lost the track of time in venice.
so we had to take another train to bologna, spend some time there at night and than take another train to florence.
so i actually got to see two cities : venice and bologna
yeah, it was fun
p.s. bad part - i got a cold from venice, so now my head and ears hurt
took a midterm exam in art history to day also - did good :-)) i am happy
i am planning to go to milan these weekends, but will see how am i feelings
i did some shopping , i bought this really cute and chip blouse from zara and other stuff less important (shoes, 2 pair of pants, 2 tshirts, 2 pair of stockings and something else)
will emails me . which is so cute , he is asking for pictures.
victor invited to a big friends dinner
and stan (?) to a picnick , weird
any way.....

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