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Дрессивно,бездарно,бредого....

Переболеть тобою, как чумою,
Зависнуть на краю, ломая ногти,
Тонуть в любви, как в гибельном болоте,
Пугающем бездонной глубиной.
Скрывать недуг от посторонних глаз,
Искать противоядье безуспешно,
Быть рядом, но пока еще — безгрешно,
За ширмой легких и ненужных фраз.
Носить в груди повсюду эту боль,
Сгорая лихорадкой вожделенья,
И с каждым днем быть ближе на мгновенье —
К свободе, избавленью, исцеленью —
К минутам обладания тобой.

Anxietyyy

Music:Papa Roach - Do or Die

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Я знаю,что я дура,что я задаю тупые вопросы и это никому не нравица,но я всё-таки задам вам один вопросик.Потому что он меня уже месяца 3 как изводит.Скажите мне....КТО ТАКИЕ ДЖЕК И СЭЛЛИ?!Знаю,что куклы какие-то...Что то на счёт Хэлловина...Чёрт!Я проклинаю строчки "We could live like Jack and Sally if we want..."
Ещё раз извиняюсь за дурость вопроса!

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Бля,ну я просто ошизевают от этого ли.ру!!!Они у всех симпашек поотняли!!!Лично у меня пропали 4!Пиздец...Так что,если что,то это не я свои симпы удалила((((
Блять,ну блять....

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A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jarfrom its hiding place in the closet. She poured all the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door.

She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it!

And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages,"
he said without waiting for a reply to his question.

"Well, I want to talk to you about my brother," Tess answered back in the same annoyed tone. "He's really, really sick... and I want to buy a miracle."

''I beg your pardon?" said the pharmacist. "His name is Andrew and he has something bad growing inside his head and my Daddy says only a miracle can save him now. So how much does a miracle cost?"

"We don't sell miracles here, little girl. I'm sorry but I can't help you," the pharmacist said, softening a little.

"Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn't enough, I will get the rest. Just tell me how much it costs."

The pharmacist's brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked the little girl, "What kind of a miracle does your brother need?"
"I don't know," Tess replied with her eyes welling up. "I just know he's
really sick and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my Daddy can't pay for it, so I want to use my money."

"How much do you have?" asked the man from Chicago. "One dollar and eleven cents," Tess answered barely audibly. "And it's all the money I have, but I can get some more if I need to."

"Well, what a coincidence," smiled the man "A dollar and eleven cents---the exact price of a miracle for little brothers." He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten and said "Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents. Let's see if I have the kind of miracle you need."

That well dressed man was Dr. Carlton Armstrong, a surgeon, specializing in neuro surgery. The operation was completed without charge and it wasn't long until Andrew was home again and doing well. Mom and Dad were happily talking about the chain of events that had led them to this place "That surgery," her Mom whispered. "was a real miracle. I wonder how much it would have cost?" Tess smiled. She knew exactly how much a miracle cost... one dollar and eleven cents ...... plus the faith of a little child.

A miracle is not the suspension of natural law, but the operation of a higher law...... (A TRUE STORY)

I know you'll keep the ball moving! Here it goes. Throw it back to someone who means something to you!

A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end. It keeps us together like our Circle of Friends. But the treasure inside for you to see is the treasure of friendship you've granted to me. Today I pass the friendship ball to you. Pass it on to someone who is a friend to you.

MY OATH TO YOU...

When you are sad......I will dry your tears.

When you are scared....I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried......I will give you hope.
When you are confused....I will help you cope.
And when you are lost....And can't see the light. I shall be your beacon.....Shining ever so bright.
This is my oath....I pledge till the end.
Why you may ask?.....Because you're my friend.

Signed: GOD

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Cause she's back...Back again....Shady's back!!!!))))
Уф,вот только что компьюьерщик ушёл!!!И я сразу к вам!)соскучилась жутко....Ща буду всех комментировать!!!По порядку!!!НЕважно что напишу!!!просто откомментю!!!Аааа!!!!
Редкий приступ безумия)))

Music:Korn - world up

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Слуште,народ!Кому не в падлу!Можете скачать и прислать мне на blinkish182@bk.ru песни:
Maroon 5 "She will be loved"
Cood Charlotte "Predictable"
Green Day "American Idiot"
Papa Roach "getting Away with murder"

v ZIP formate.

Понимаю,что и так прошу многого,но всё таки...Кому не в лом,а?

Music:Limp Bizkit - Eat you alive

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Во мне эта песня вызывает просто бурю эмоций...


(I realise)
All I want
All I need
Always lies just out of reach
I've been coming up empty

(I realise)
I ran as fast as I can run
I pushed as hard as anyone
But still there's nothing for me

(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself, yeah

(I realise)
Running out, struggle on
Am I sorrow as my song
My whole world is half parted

(I realise)
For my pain I have none
After all is said and done
Now I'm back where I started

(And I want)
I've gone as far as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself, yeah

(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am losing the race
Against myself
Against myself, yeah

Against myself

Offspring - Race against myself"

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I luv them...

Or top 10 of favourite men!)))

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Скажу только 2 вещи.
1).У меня перва жёлтая звёздочка.(ура!)
2).Кто выразил мне симпашк?Давате признавайтесь!))
"Ты оч симпатичная девчонка)))тя притно читать и почетно быть у тя ПЧ и Друзьях)))"

Music:Sum 41 - "Moron"

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I see the way the salesmen stare into the sun
I stood and watched them as they fell off one by one
And everyone's so blind
They're not to help mankind
Reach into your bag of tricks and pull another one
You don't want to change the world
Like you say
You're in it for yourself
No one else
You're ready
Saving yourself
You're gonna change the world
You're ready
Saving yourself
You're gonna change the world
Cause some don't lie
Some don't lie
Go on now they won't tell
Go on now and save yourself...

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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I hate the world.

i hate it. hate hate hate.

why the fuck did that have to happen... it's not fair. someone so amazingly perfect should not have to deal with this.


no, i don't fuckign want to talk about it. this is my personal rant about something I'm going to deal with on my own.

sorry for sounding bitchy. i dont care. i'm crying and i deserve to be bitchy.

Music:Good Charlotte - Say Anything

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Icons 4 Lisenok,AleksErsh n Toxic_kiss again)

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Icons 4 toxic_kiss n Великая_всё

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I fucking love this song. Fucking perfect for me. Every line means something to me. The first time I heard this song, I burst into tears...


“Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you”

~No one does understand. No one. There isn’t anyone who knows what I think about and what I deal with. No one who can relate to me, no one I can share this with, no one who will understand. There’s been so many times that I’ve wanted to give up, so many times that I’ve figured that I’m just not right…

“Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
but no one hears you screaming”

~ Love to run away. Go somewhere where it’s ok to be me. I spend my time in my room. Blasting my music and sitting on my bed against the wall… just thinking. Crying, thinking, wanting to scream. Yup. Sounds about right.

“No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me”

~ People can say they know how I feel. They can say they understand. No. They don’t. Plain and simple. No one does.

“To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life”

~ Hurt. Lost. Left. Pushed around. Breaking down. No one to help. No one knows. I think this song was written for me sub-consciously.

“Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over”

~ Someone else? YES PLEASE! Desperate for something more? OH YES.

“Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding”

~ I hate this world. I hate being this way. I hate everything. I’m sick of people telling me it’s ok blah blah blah. Shut the hell up.

“No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me”

~ Nope. No one knows what it’s like. No one can understand when nothing is right.

“To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life”

~ I hate people who’ve screwed me up. Thank you Travis. Thank you for screwing me up. Thank you for putting me on 3 different pills a day. Thank you for making me see a therapist every week. Thank you for making me see a “Specializing” therapist in Calgary. Thank you for all that.

“No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay”

~ Heh. I’m a pretty damn good actress aren’t I? I can put on my little smile and bouncy, bubbly personality and Ta da! You have Ayla. Lucky for me, I took acting lessons.

“Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like”

~ I envy everyone who has their life worked out. They know who they are, what they are, and where they’re going. Fuck that sucks.

“To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like [x2]

Welcome to my life [x3]”

~ Welcome to my life.

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Хочу побестрей избавиться от этой пятой звёздочки!!!Так что буду постить всякую хуйню+авки!))

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Народ!У кого есть текст песни Maroon 5 - "She will be loved"?Просто у меня времени нет искать!И ещё,скиньте мне на мыло песню эту(у кого она есть)- blinkish182@bk.ru !

Music:Sum 41 - Moron

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Я вернулась!!!Я снова с вами!!!Бля,инет!!!ошизеть!!!!
Итак,первымделом я поменяла мыло.Теперь пишите мне на blinkish182@bk.ru )

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Кароч,я ща у поруги в гостях и пишу в дневник с её компа(так что не удивляйтесь почему авиков нету).Когда приду в инет-не знаю(((Какие проблемы с кабелем(((
Софффка-авики готовы,когда в нете будуто первым делом пришлю их те)

пока до лучших времён!!)))

Always urs
Anxietyyy....

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Пиздец,времени ни на что нет!!!Вот только что вспомнила про ли.ру!Вчера заходила,но успела только прокомментировать.А сегодня освободилась только сейчас.
Вчера я ещё бвла занята тем,что делала авку со своим прошлым постом)А щеё делала авки софффке.Потом выложу.А вот авка с миом прошлым постом!Хватайте!))

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depresed to go on, you'll be sorry when I'm gone...

(c)Blink-182 - "Adams song"

Music:Blink-182 - Story of a lonely Guy