Whenever anyone ask me about my girlfriend. My mind takes me to my childhood when my aunt used to tell me that one day when you will be big, you will have girlfriend. She will be beautiful and you will love her more than me (aunt). She will marry me and whole life, we will together. From that day I started to dream about that day, when it will come? how will be she?, who will be she?, how can I know that this girl is she?. To recognise her the minute I will meet her I started to make her image in my mind. I want to say that I was foolish because all my imagination about how she will be was on the basis of what I see beautiful around me. Her eyes will be like Aishwariya Rai, her lips will be like Angela Jolie and bluh bluh. The actual way of how to find your girl, I came to know when I actually met her. The story of how I came to know that is funny and be feel to you as fantasy of my mind. I came to know about my lover from myself, my own body gave me signals for recognising her.

I met many girls in my life but everyone came and left, some I even remember the names or faces. But when I met that girl, I felt drastic changes in my body. I felt my body is shouting at me,”TASIN...THIS IS YOUR GIRL”. I thought I am crazy and ignored it. I thought it is infatuation of that girl affecting me and will go after some hours, days or whatever. It happened again when I met her the next time and started to happen, every time I met her. I felt as if my body want to say something to me. I felt confused and I start asking questions to myself what the difference between infatuation and pure love is. I asked my body and soul to tell me “Is this the Girl I am waiting for?” “Is this the girl my aunt was referring to?” No voice came this time...A complete Silence!!!!

Still wondering what is going on, I fell asleep and I was dreaming .in dream I am seeing that my body is talking to me. I saw that I am asking my eyes. “Tell me about this girl?” Eyes replied, “I know nothing but when her picture develops in my retina, I just only want to see her. My direction stuck on her, doesn’t go to any other person”.  Then my lips talked to me and said “whenever I see her. I feel wet and start to shiver”. Followed by my Heart “I start to beat fast. I feel some other energy is driving me to beat fast”. Then my hands said its story”I feel shivering, sweaty. A cool breeze passes through me”. Lung also added “I stop contracting. Feels like time freeze at that moment”.