Sono molto giù, ti ho visto, e non mi hai salutato, hai fatto il sorriso e non hai detto una parola, e poi quando ti chiamo non mi rispondi. Capisco che non puoi piu vedermi, ma non capisco il perche. Ho visto che ti sei registrato di nuovo su VK, stai cercando le avventure?
Mi manchi.

I am tired. I am tired of lies. How long may you lie to me? Why you dont just leave me? You know that I wont ever do it myself.
You continue playing with me,
At the same time you lie,
and you continue lying
you lie to yourself at this case
I know everything
And I forgive
I am not stupid
I just like you too much
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Da quando non mi hai piщ cercato
mi sembra molto piщ difficile
credevo di essere piщ forte
di quella sera e tutte le parole
ed и bastato un solo sguardo
solo una volta non lo scordi piщ
rincontrarsi nei pensieri
ritrovarsi come ieri
anche se non puт piщ tornare
basta una volta e non lo scordi piщ
quella sera e tutte le parole
ma tu
davvero
credi sia stato un piano studiato per farti del male
si tu
di sicuro
sei stata piщ sincera nel dire le cose
e ora che vuoi?
vincere tu
vincere tu
senza mai piщ chiedermi
se mai ce la farт
e se domani - domani forse ritornerт
magari un giorno poi
poi me ne pentirт
ma ne valeva la pena rischiare tutto o no?
appena prima di partire
basta una volta e non lo scordi piщ
e non lo scordi piщ

Continuing about chinese. Exchange.150 universities around the world. Which one to pick? I choose Argentina, Buenos Aires. Why? Because I love tango. One reason. Spanish language is the second main reason. Travel in Latin america is the third. No bad looking people around, only hot argentinian temper:)

nastroenie obaldennoi. sessia v progresse.

More or less it is my own observation on how people live, being foreigners in some strange ocuntry, in this case Italy. I am writing in english,because it is easier for me, I already forgot how to type in cyrillic, unfortunately.
So, if you don;t get english,don;t know what to say.

Introduction.
When there is a big light in front of you, you appear small, but if you see it from another side light will be so bright that all the details get lost and only siluets remain. That’s why I decided to write my own experiences of living abroad, studying in international school. As for the privacy of people’s lives I would rather change their real names into some kind of nicknames, which will be understood only to me, and to those who knows me well enough. A bit of a history of myself in first chapter, that brief introduction into my life style and than, chapter by chapter I will describe those souls I’ve met here, acquainted or just passed by like a light breeze on seaside. If you feel embarrassed by reading what I saw , feel free to close this book at the beginning and do not bother to read it till the end. It is not for publishing, it is just for my own use and memories, those memories I want to preserve, which will warm me in times of boredom or when AI become old and useless.
So, chapter one is coming up.

Chapter 1.
Once upon a time. Once upon a time is quite a stupid phrase to begin, I would begin it this way. Little girl in her own unknown world was day dreaming. She was day dreaming about going to places, unknown, far settled with people who speak another language, inspired by watching drama love stories of Maria, Wild Rose and wild angel. She was inspired by encyclopedias, with a lot of land in unknown country with different clothes and language. Why else she felt out of crowd? Music, classic one, singing, in a choir, playing, a piano, and dancing a ballet. That was my childhood. Thanks to my mother, she believed in power of education and development of a person. Now, I don’t want to talk about me, because more is waiting.

Chapter 2. Chinese will rule the world - in about 10-20 years from now, which means from 2019-2020 onwards. Such a phrase was told to me this night by a person who changed my world. When I met him, he said I could do anything I want to do in my life, and be whoever I want to be.

thanks

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