I feel so untouched

And I want you so much

That I just can't resist you

It's not enough to say that I miss you

I feel so untouched right now

Need you so much somehow

I can't forget you

I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

 La la la la la la la la))) tam dam dam))) ooh wee)) ooh wee)) la la la la la la)))

Tommorow' s gonna be a great day))) my mum and I r goin shopping))) la la la)) i'm gonna buy dozens of shorts, short dresses, tank tops, flip flopps etc....)) cuz IT'S JUST 1 DAY LEFT!!!! and i'll meet Kathy and Nino....ooh...i've missed'em so much! 

There's only one tiny little problem left.....oopsie....I don't know French at all!! looser)))

I'm sure i'll for for the hottest guy in our french school....)

I hope I'll get along with everyone there and won't have falling outs with the girls....)

and i hope i'll live up to my parents' expectations....)

how are u, girls? how's ur summer?))))

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[показать]School is finally OVER!!!! [показать]

omg!
[показать]I'm so happy [показать]

[показать]I hope I'm gonna be a student this year !!!  [показать]

FREEDOM!!!!

FREEDOM!!!

[показать]Freeeeeeeedom!!!!! [показать]

[показать]la la la!!!! [показать]

 tommorow.

last exam.

social studies.

wish me luck!

    I guess I can finally feel it....Thank God there's just 3 days till I can finally get away from this city, from the exams, from the teachers and enjoy myself!!!!

    I've got great plans! There are so many things I'm looking forward to....:)

It's a very great sensation of anticipating something that good and knowing that life has so many adventures waiting to unfold in front of me....And I feel all this energy and great emotional state shining through me....:)

(I finally stopped thinking about that naughty guy yesterday....I'll tell you the reason tommorow, am so tired now....:))

There are painting lessons, tennis lessons and dancing lessons waiting for me in Rostov.Apart from the fun I'm gonna have  while going out with my friends there and having driving lessons....)

summer's gonna be great!)))) I am 100% sure.... [показать]

xoxo

 I can't really explain it

I'm so into you now, I want to be more than a friend of you now...

I really like what you've done to me

I can't really explain it.....

[показать]I'm so into you.... [показать]

Come on, ma, it's more than a flashin'

I would treded it all, in orderly fashion

My villa in Florida we crashin'

Just off the shore, so you can hear when water be splashin...

I really like what you've done to me....

I can't really exlain it....

I'm so into you....

[показать]So into you...... [показать]

[показать]so into you..... [показать]

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 I want to let u go....I do....I'm fed up with my thoughts of you.... So to cheer myself up I decided to make a list called "Summer plans". 

Here it is. This isthe  summer I want to have:

1. Enter the university

2. Fall for a cute italian or french guy and stop thinking about HIM

3. Upgrade my french level in Nice with my best friends

4. Take at least 100  breathtaking photoshoots there 

5. Have my own professional photosession

6. Go to Greece ( my pipe dream since childhood), to the island which was in the movie "The sisterhood of the travelling pants" and "Mamma Mia!"

7. Swim with dolphins

8. Learn how to dive

9. Write a book

to be continued....))

 3 days left until my next exam

fuck

thinking of you

only you

in my head

you spin it round

i wanted to fall in love

it happened

shit

he likes another girl

goose bumps when you're next to me

no air

can't breathe

want u to be here atm

p.s; girls, am so sorry for not commenting ur diaries

am sitting for my exams

thinking of him

so sorry

 I am such a silly fool

little foolish girl

who believes in true love.....

I wanted to fall in love

well, it finally happened.....kind of....

i fell for him long time ago

I just didn't want to admit that

fuck

and today....ouch.....he's so sweet

don't know what to do

don't know whether he likes me or not

fuck

stupid stupid stupid

 I give you everything that I am

I'm handin' over everything that I've got

[показать]Cause I wanna have a really true love [показать]

Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up

Stay up till

Four in the morning and the tears are pouring

And I want to make it worth the fight

What have we been doing for all this time?

Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right.

 Three words...Eight letters....

I wanna fall in love...I can fell it in the air....somewhere near, but at the same time far away....

when? WHEN? WHEN? WHEN will it happen?!!!

I'm waiting 4 u, my prince charming.....

but one guy will always be in my heart

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 2 days left til the Single State Exam....i'm so  nervous....i was thrown in at the deep end...My russian is OK, I speak some, but I still flinch at the very mention of it..I wanna enter the University so much, it's my pipe dream at the moment....I'm gonna enter, I know it.....

p.s; yesterday I watched one russian movie. It is called "вам и не снилось", a beautiful story about true love and obsticales which you face on the way to your happiness.....i'm still shocked:) even american movies can't be compared to this one.....xoxo

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    Oh, dear:)

   [показать] I love love love love Moscow:) [показать]

    Last saturday was one of the best days  during a very long period of time....) In the eveninig Kate, Alya and I went to a fashionable restaurant...it was some kind of a  celebration ( we finished school!!! hoorray!!!) ...guys didn't come( we started to drift apart 2 weeks ago, as you know, but it seems that nothing's gonna change....( [показать] never mind....

we had a really great time that evening...some of our friends joined us later) and guys at the next table were trying to chat us up)) xoxo [показать] 

after that Kate came to my place and we had a little sleepover party: eating sushi, pizza, dozens of sweets, drinking red bull, watching romantic movies, laughing, taking photos  and chatting about hot guys....))) LOL)) best night ever))) [показать] we went to sleep at 7 a.m.....and now i'm gonna sleep like a log)) good night)) xoxo

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      Can you guess what happenes to a girl when she sees the dress of her dreams? Her heart skips several beats, her breath is taken away, she is mesmerised...... [показать]that was exactly how I felt when I saw this dress on Jenny in my favourite Gossip Girl soap:)

     The moment I saw it I knew it was exactly the dress I've been dreaming about....it was unbelievable:) [показать]

     So light and tender and flowing, but at the same time cool, sexy with touch of humour:) It's strapless, with a necklace of diamonds that becomes a flowing dress....The best thing about the dress that it has 2 layers- the outer one is innosent, made of thin transparent material, but there is something interesting about the inner side - it has a sculp made of different sparkling things....))) And I just fell in love with it at first sight.... [показать]

    Next day my mom and I went shopping and (could you believe my luck?!) I saw exactly that DRESS in one of the shops!!! :) [показать]

   I think I'm gonna buy it for my graduation party......) [показать]

 - i love you.... [показать]

-say it once more.....) [показать]

-hmmm....i love you...two.....i love you.....three....i love you....four) [показать]

    Hi, everyone:) Do you think that guys ever gonna change? Because really once you start getting to know someone they all seem just the same:((( xxx

I'm being torn apart and confused by all these feelings that I have 4 different guys so really I need to clear up the mess in my heart.... [показать] And one more. Why is it so difficult to make up your mind about a guy. I mean, whether he appeals to you or not.

I really get the feeling that I'm doomed....Just hitting the same dead ends!!! The procedure is as follows:

I start being keen on a guy ( who's already taken), and for some time he shows no interest in me. But after that the situation changes radically. His passion for his GF fades away and he is in love with me up to the hilt.....But when it happens I've no special feelings for him anymore:(( There is always someone around me again who I start falling for....

Is there a way out?! 

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The world is miserable! Men are  just stubborn, insufferable creatures without which the world woul be much better off!!!

As you know we had a huge row with my classmates about that damn graduation party! And we just can't see eye to eye on that. Finally we agreed in throwing a party in a club)))

But there is another stumbling block! The choise is to be made between two famous clubs. And we're in two minds....The guys want to hire a prof photographer,to order CABS AND LIMOS at the same time and go to one very stylish club.We (girls) are all for hiting a photographer and having a drive around Moscow, but the club WE want to enjoy ourselves in is different!!!

And now our relationship is....tense, strainy and we don't even utter a word to each other....No idea how we gonna make it up with them....

Please, help me....

xoxo

Tell me how I'm supposed to live with no air?

If I should die before I wake

It's cause you took my breath away

Losing you is like in the world with no air....

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave

My heart won't move, It's incomplete

If there was a way that I could make you understand.

But how do you expect me to live alone with just me?

Cause my word revolves around you,

It's so heard for me to breathe....

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?

Can't live, can't breathe with no air

It's how I feel whenever you ain't there

There's no air, no air

Top  5 my fav films:

1. The notebook

2. A walk to remember

3. Titanic

4. 13 going 30

5. Breakfast at Tiffany's