I am almost happy as I am alone. The fire that burn inside me lightens the way. I suddenly realized I havr plenty of friends and people to talk to. I also have time for my hobbies... etc.

I am getting better. I think this awful stage will pass soon. I'm almost okay. I just need to do more then I can. I need to move on living.

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How to love one's neighbour? How near he have to be? Should I love near who I do not know? Shoul I love near who I do know? Will his wife agree with it? Should I love wife too? Wasn't that the one that destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah? Is there a difference between love to the opposite sex or your one? Why people worry how ones love each other? Hole-in-the-wall?

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Today I saw Mitch in the market. I just suddenly stopped and was stearing at him, recognizing his face and with no idea who he is. He said "Hello" and I've answered...

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Inspiration is an option of creativity. Why philosophic thoughts always come at night? Make your soul free. Let yourself give your impressions to the world. Is there anything that can stop you in being yourself?

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Sometimes my life is like zuma. I'm just kicking balls to fill the gaps and gather something in same color. But this is Gaunjlet. Spiral is never going to end. Until I die. Until I loose...

What is justice? I have been asking myself again and again and find no answer. Is this something inside me or around? Or maybe both? Just kepp searching...

I am trying to realise myself. Day after day, again and again. Sometimes I think, I've succeded, but it is going over me. Show me yourself...

Strange. Yesterday I was told I am older, them I have told. Why it is so? I was told people do not graduate when they are so young. I tried to decline, but no success. What is going on?

You want to erase me from you life as I am totally useless for you. Am I? There is no matter. I can be the most important or just complete zero for you, but it won't affect my life. There is only one thing important - my own opinion. Because this is my world and I build it following my reasons.

Last two nights I had had dreams with one I left, one dream per night. Who's next?

I would like to tell you something. It appears outside when only you are beyond the senses. It it made from invisible lines and incredible creations. It is inside and anywhere. Touch it with your mind...

I wanna play your game. The color of my world are colors of the sky, grass and water. Smell of my world is fresh wind, as it goes from meadows on the dawn with little addition of iodine from the sea. The main treasure of this world is that it has no limits. Sky is over you and you can fly. Whole universe creates a feeling of being in flight. Thats it

I am love. I am light. I handle glory. I was born to make this world better. To make people happier. To bring art and creativity. Touch my light. Smell my soul.

Today I was told I am not such a person I try to introduce myself. Why? Am I better or worse?

So much questions and lack of answers...

I feel terrible. I am disgusted with myself. I want to kill someone. I am so unhappy. I just want to destroy something. Someone. What should I do with that feeling?

Slow death descending, pain never-ending, Astaroth won't go away
So radiating now always hating, this liar commands you to stay
Depressions and crisis, hopeless advices, suicide, acid rain
Controlling the masses, misguiding our asses, bringing me stain on stain

Freak show from outer hell
Psychos create
Heroes or villains low
The choices you make