Hi there! I havn't write for such a long time! I'm so sorry! I had a little problem with Internet, so I could not write you anything. The biggest "Sorry!" for Таинственная_Леди! Sorry once again.
I'm fine. My mom and Simon havn't got married yet, but it doesn't matter.)) Guys, I've got a boyfriend! WOW! I'm so excited! His name is Mat. He is very clever and pretty, as I dreamed! He studies in Harrow School - one of the most expensive schools in Britain. I heard, that 15 Britain's Prime Ministers studied there. My brother has broke his leg, so he is now lying on his sofa with hypsed leg.))) He is so funny. Simon bought me a necklace for Christmas. It is so beautiful! My Mom has left her work, Simon said that his future wife doesn't have to work. Then I asked, does his future daughter (me) have to study? But he said, no((( Fuck!

WooooooooooHoooooooooo! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! They have reconciled!!! Yes! Can you believe it? I still can't!!! OH MY GOD!!! Yes!
It was terrific! Simon called my mother next day, and said that he still loves her. My Mom was shocked. She couldn't speak, She just was listening to him and Simon told her how much he loves her! She told me that. It is true! We are gonna live with Simon! But, little problem. Simon doesn't want to marry her. He said he is too old for that. But, doesn't matter! I think so too. No! I don't think he is too old, I think he doesn't have to marry her. They can just live happily together ever after. Marriage isn't important. If feelings are real, it has no sense. My brother has apologized. He said, he hasn't meant anything like that. I'm sure, my brother likes Simon too. My parents have divorced. I havn't ever thought that I would be so happy about that. Maybe, cause I like Simon so much!!! Oh, by the way, here is his photo!
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I have to tell you, that the worst thing in child's life is parents's divorce. Imagine, you are 16 years old, you are eleventh grader, you learn in prestigious, expensive High School. And one day, your mother, who lived happily with your father, meets her classmate, who was her boyfriend for FIVE years in school. And, imagine, she begins to love him. And she stops to pay attention to your father. Her classmate is rich, successful, cool and, just, pretty nice man. If you were her, what would you do? You would save your family and would not be happy with the man you don't love, or would you leave your husband and follow your feelings and live happily with the man you love ever after? Oh! I forgot to add something. Your children like this man. So, what would you do? I'll choose second variant, and you? Then, imagine, this man comes to your house and one of your children calls him "this gay-like guy". This man thinks that you told your child things like that. He leaves you, but you know that he still loves you. What, then, would you do? Ah?

Guys, I tried to reconcile them. It was like that. I called Simon Cowell:

Hello?
Simon? Is it you?
Yeah. Who are you?
I'm Emily - Helena's daughter.
Oh!Hi! What do you want???
Simon! I beg you, please, stop this stupid qurrel with my mother.
Emily!
No, Simon! Please! My Mom havn't told my brother, that you are a gay-like guy!
Havn't she? Who then told it to him? John Doe?
Simon, listen to me! I asked my brother about this incident and he said, that my dad - Michael told him that stupid thing.
Did he?
He did, Simon, he did!
Honey! Tell it to Sweeny! I'm not gonna believe you!
But why?
Because...
Stop! Stop it, Simon! You know she loves you!
Who? Helena? You don't say!
I know you love her too!
Emily! IT IS NOT YOUR BUSINESS!!!
It is! Cause she is my mother. And I wish her happiness and sucess. And I think, she can be happy, but with you only!
Then, what about your father?
She doesn't love him. SHE LOVES YOU!!!
Emily, stop!I assure you, I'll think about your proposition. I will think very hard. But! I'm not gonna promise you anything!
Simon!
Good bye!

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So, my parents will divorce tomorrow. I am worrying about Simon's future decision. What if my mom will be alone?

Hello everybody! Here is my second problem, which has just popped up beside me.
But, first of all. Today I aced my exam! My friends said that it was really difficult, but for me it was just as easy as pie.
And now I'll tell about actually my problem. I HATE my brother. Three hours ago he broke my telly! It was the biggest telly in our house! Simon was throwing knives at it, when I came. I assure you - he will face the music for that and he will take the rap! Oh, little shit! I HATE HIM!
Next. About Simon Cowell, as usual. Now he has a quarrel with my mother. Do you know why? I think you guess, that it is... Right! My brother! It was like that ( a little story) :

I was watching my telly, when someone knocked to the door.
Who is that? - I asked my mother.
It is Simon, honey! Hi, Simon!
Hi, nice to meet you! You look so beautiful today! - Simon said.
Mom, who is that? - asked my brother.
It is Simon!
Simon? Simon Cowell? That gay-like guy?
.....

Did you understand what was after that? They screamed to each other. Simon (Cowell) began to think that my Mom told my brother that he is a gay-like. And, of course, my Mom began to think, that I told Simon that Cowell is a gay-like. Oh my God! Everybody are against me!

Who might have told Simon this? - my Mom asked me. - Not you? Who then? John Doe?
Search me, Mom!? His classmates, maybe, have told him! Mom! I like Simon Cowell! I assure you, that I have not told Simon anything like that!
Tell it to Sweeny! Simon will not be able to be my boyfriend now, BECAUSE OF YOU!!!
OK, then. What about my father???
Divorce! Immediately!
Think hard, Mom! Now you are gonna lose my father. Two moments ago you lost Simon! You will lose everything! Think about it!


Someone, help me! What I have to do?

Hiya!
Yesterday, my brother and I visited Simon Cowell. His house is so big! Even bigger, then I have ever imagined! I was really shocked! And what do you think? My brother started to run around the house! He broke Simon's DVD player ( he tried to put coins inside it), he caught Simon's cat and tried to cut its hairs off... he...he...is JUST A LITTLE MONSTER! Grrrrrrr! Sometimes I hate him!
And, you know, Simon is cute, cool, I...I like him. But, I think, there is something bigger, then just a friendship, between Simon and my mother. Maybe it is just my imagination, but...but I can feel, that there is something bigger. I worry about my family. But, anyway it is my mother's life and she can do anything she wants. If it will be Simon Cowell, it will be Simon Cowell. I'm not against it. I like him... But, what about my brother? Will he understand it? Oh my God!
Someone! Help me! What do you think?

Hello everybody!
I forgot to tell you about my family. I had to do that in the first chapter, but I forgot. So...

Helena.
Helena is my mother's name. My Mom is 40 years old. She is an image maker. She works with pop stars. The images of MIKA and Kate Nash are her works.

Michael.
Michael is my father. He is 42 years old. He is a politician. He is ukrainian. He lived in Ukraine for 30 years, until he met my mother. Now he is a citizen of UK and his work is being a deputy in the House of Lords.

Simon.
Simon is my brother. He is 8 years old and he is just a little monster. Last year he put our cat Tom into the washing machine. Oh, little shit!

Hello everybody! Remember I wanted to share my problems with the world? Here it is. Here is my first problem.
I can't find a boyfriend! I know, there are a lot of my classmates, who have already fallen in love to me, but I think, that all of them are just idiots... dumb...just stupid guys. I wanna find a guy, who would love me, understand me, would be clever and pretty. But people around me are IDIOTS.
Two days ago I went to Avrile Lavigne's concert. Guys! It was terrific! I like her so much! She is even better then Evenesence! Avrile - forever!!!
And, you know, yesterday I saw Simon Cowell!!! I think, you do not know him, but I do. :) I can explain you. Simon Cowell is an inventor of such programs as "The X Factor" and "Britain's Got Talent". You have the same programms in your country, but with different names. "The Star's fabric" in Russia and "The chance" in Ukraine. So, the inventor of all of these programs is Simon. He is so cute! SO CUTE!
So, he is a friend of my mother. Can you believe it? Сan you? I'll see him every day! My Mom said, that Simon has been her boyfriend for a long time at school. I can't believe it! OH MY GOD!!!

Hiya! Nice to meet you. My name is Emily. I'm 16. I live in London, but sometimes I come to Ukraine, for visiting my relatives. I don't speak russian at all, but if your English is quite well, hope, we will become a friends. I'm interesting in writing a diary, cause I wanna share my problems with the world, and cause I wanna to learn russian. Reading your diaries will make my wish come true. Thank you!