Настроение сейчас - =ё

Офигеть......седня я вспомнила что есть вообще такая штука как лайв-интернет.......ато я все на BEBO да на MYSAPCE а сюда уже фиг знает сколько не заглядывала...............интересно а кто нибудь вооще знает что у меня ета штука есть.................и вооще ето кто нибудь читает??????.............
хмммммм................только что смотрела свои старые фотки на этом сайте..........посмотрела и мне стало страшно =Х
так что скоро закачаю новые................... =]
а еще буду заходить сюда почаще...............
ХР угу =]
:mms_dracula:

В колонках играет - nothing
Настроение сейчас - pretty good!!

OMG!!! I am so going to ask her out!!!! yayayayayayayay!!!!

В колонках играет - nothing...
Настроение сейчас - ??

I want to show you that i love you... That my love isn't just some chemistry equesion as you tell me all the time... That it's something more... like.... something out of bounds... something different from everything else.... But how do i show this??....

Hmmmm... Haven't been writing for ages.... hmm... must have been happier then always!! hehe! silly really, no1 ever reads this.... why do i even bother writing stuff down?? especially in english, no1 undersatnds?? Here another way of making ur self upset.... ^{just think of all those ppl who.... dnt care about you....=[}

Spread the love..
always yours....stoni...

В колонках играет - Brake and Enter - Prodigy
Настроение сейчас - Shitty....

Here... another piece of my random poetry that doesn't even rhyme....
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Scared to open the door to my own emotions...

What if I won't have the power to deal with them?

I run away into the shaddow of my broken dreams....

Somewhere where emotions won't matter.

Where fear and pain are left behind in the real world...

Where love and happiness fade away like blissfull coloures in the thunderstorm....

And where the syringe full of deadly air is going to be my best friend....
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And another one

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When the sun blowes up

and the moon awakens ys tears in your eyes

Open them and look back at what you've done...

There's nothing left of her

but the shaddow of the broken heart...

Soon you'll be on your knees

Shareing you feelings with the blade ...

The only thing thats left to listen......

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Someone who dons the typical emo wardrobe, emo pants, emo haircut but has no idea about the mind set. They tell every one how emo they are, and tell every one about there emo music collection of emo rock. They tell the world how crap there life is even no its not bad at all. They enjoy posing for emo shots, lookin at the camera with a “look at me, im awesomely emo” expresion on their faces. they also think cutting themselves makes them emos! FFS! Some1, make them STFU nd go to bed, the kiddie time is over!!!

В колонках играет - One Fine Day - The Offspring
Настроение сейчас - Rubbish////

Bloody hell.... this stupid net doesn't let me load pictures into my album... neither does it let me load them here.... grrr...... aH fUcK iT!!!!


I don't even know what to say...... It's like there's so much, but it's not to be told, neither it is to be sung or writted or painted... It's like there must be something or someone who can just take this feeling away.... just steal it, or mmaybe...someone who would know that feeling well enough, so we can feel it together......
*tear* hehe... how funny..... reading this over and over...... makes so much sense to me.... at the same time it's really confusing..... and there's still no1 to help.....

* Don't ask me if im ok, coz i'm not.
Let me reach my peace of mind.
Yes it hurts, but if I don't fight
and just lie still, it will go.....
The pain will be forgotten,
even if this pain is just the shaddow of happiness that passed
which will last in my memories,
that i'll save in my heart till your next visit..............*

bebo.com

+knowledge of English

myspace.com

If you can speak english, thts a web i recomend u!! Try it out!

В колонках играет - nothing...
Настроение сейчас - not bad...

How silly.... I want to be back at home, in Taunton... this sucks... stuck in Russia, its always good to see friends, but do i have any in here? no... not realy, maybe alisa, but thts it.... ive left so many things undone... i need to sort out stuff with kevin, he finally got back from prison, awesome, but he's moving again, not going to be able to see him as often as used to animore =[... i miss him so much. and everyone else from vivary.... Mayb it'll go.... The feelings leave us as soon as we get other happy emotions!?! Still wating....
<3xx

Peace comes from within. Do not search without.

Фотографии RavenBlackSoul :

umm... Me??
RavenBlackSoul

• Hello I'm Toni.Also known as a Happy, Yellow Hedgehog, Miz or Misery. • Dislike being labeled. I am not an emo or a goth, or what ever you call me, but myself. • Please don't try to change me, you will be bitten to death. • Advise you to leave me alone during my mood swings. • I believe in god, but don't worship him. • Also I believe in Satan, as everything in the world is balanced. • I love helping people out in difficult situations, or just making them happy! • But no, I don't believe in peace in the world!
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