Hmmm, After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I want to thank you
'Cause you made me that much stronger

When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out in shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you 'cause

It makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Ohh, ohh, ohh, ohhhh, ohh-yeah ah uhhhuh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you 'cause

It makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me!

I am a fighter and I,
I ain't gonna stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

You thought I would forget,
But I, I remember
I remember, I remember
You thought I would forget,
But I, I remember
I remember, I remember

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Настроение сейчас - новогоднее

Вот сегодня у нас был бассейн,но я не пошла по женским причинам..........хе-хе.Работала промоултером,очень замерзла........ббр.Наконец таки дошла до бабушки и потискала кошку,4 дня ее не видела..........как я люблю эту черную толстушку)))))))Вот надо рисунок доделать...........не охото,но как без него не атестуют......

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Настроение сейчас - новогоднее

Я хочу Нового года в конце концов и каникулы)))))))))))))Я устала учиться,я заслужила отпуск,сколько я перестригла,сколько уложила.............все иду на заслуженный отпуск,и вам советую передахнуть всем.......Всех с Новым годом!!!!!!!Удачи в новом году,деньжат побольше,каникул побольше,счастливых мгновеней почаще,любви и процветания))))))))))

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Я почмотрела вчера офигенный фильм,советую всем посмотреть-Вечное сияние чистого разума))))))Грустная, трогательная, романтическая драма. Скромняга-неудачник Джойл (Джим Кэрри) встречает импульсивную и взбалмошную Клементину (Кейт Уинслет)…Их совместная жизнь – фейерверк событий: романтические пикники на льду под звездным небом, прогулки по заснеженному побережью океана…

Накануне дня Святого Валентина Джойл узнает, что Клементина вычеркнула его из своей жизни и стерла из памяти все воспоминания об их романе. Он обращается в клинику доктора Мерзвяка с такой же просьбой. Воспоминания уничтожаются постепенно в обратном порядке. Неожиданно во время процедуры Джойл видит отношения с Клементиной в новом свете, осознает, что он все еще любит ее, и ему очень нужны эти воспоминания. Он пытается остановить этот процесс и, отчаявшись, спасти воспоминания о Клементине, пряча их в самые сокровенные уголки своего подсознания…

Финал фильма лишний раз доказывает, что если это настоящая любовь, то все обязательно сложится…
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Настроение сейчас - не улучшилось.......

Как вы думаете можно найти любовь под Новый год????Я знаю глупый вопрос,но я все время им задаюсь,мне кажется ,что нет.Все либо иже нашли кого-надо,либо просто справляют праздник и не думают о поиске 2 половины.Я в последнее время вообще не верю в любовь...........Правда,кто-то может мне плюнуть в лицо и сказать она есть,но я та ее не вижу,я вижу только сильную привязанность,боязнь одиночества,дружбу,в конце концов только физическое увлечение,может для меня любовь умерла...........не знаю,но я ее не вижу и если бы она на самом деле существовала,она бы пришла и сказала вот она я,но ее нет...........для меня........не знаю как насчет других...........

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Настроение сейчас - так себе

Going Under

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50,000 tears I cry
Screaming,
Deceiving,
And bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
....GO AWAY....
Don't want your hand this time
I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reach the bottom

[Chorus]
I dive again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning with you (drowning with you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm, going under

Blurring and stirring the truth that comes out
(I don't know what's real and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts is my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I dive again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning with you (drowning with you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through,
I'm, so go on and scream
Scream at me, so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under

I dive again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning with you (drowning with you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through,
I'm, going under (going under)
Going under (drowning with you)
I'm going under

Bring Me To Life

How can you see into my eyes
like open doors.
Leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb.
Without a soul
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home.

(Wake me up.
Wake me up inside.
I can't wake up.
Wake me up inside.
Save me.
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Wake me up.
Bid my blood to run.
I can't wake up.
Before I come undone.
Save me.
Save me from the nothing I've become.)

Now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life.

[Chorus]

Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.
Bring me to life.

Frozen inside without your touch,
without your love, darling.
Only you are the life among the dead.

All of this sight
I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me

I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
I've got to open my eyes to everything.

Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul

Don't let me die here
There must be something wrong.
Bring me to life.

[Chorus]

Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.

Bring me to life

Everybody's Fool

Perfect by nature, icons of self-indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world

That never was and never will be
Have you no shame, don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled.

Look here she comes now -
Bow down and stare in wonder.
Oh, how we love you
No flaws when you're
But now I know she -

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.

Without the mask
Where will you hide?
Can't find yourself,
Lost in your lies

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.

Never was and never will be
Not for real that you can save me
And somehow now you're everybody's fool


My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[CHORUS:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

Haunted

No lost words, whisper slowly, to me
Still can't find what keeps me here.
And all this time I've been so hollow, inside,
(I know your still there).

Watching me,
Wanting me,
I can feel you haunt me down.
Fearing you,
Loving you,
I know I'll find you somehow.

Haunting you, I can smell you, a ??
Your heart pounding in my head !

Wanting me,
Fearing me,
I won't let you haunt me down.
Deceiving me,
Bringing me,
Watching me !

Watching me,
Haunting me,
I can fear you haunt me down.
Fearing you,
Loving you,
I won't let you haunt me down.
Watching me,
Wanting me,
I can feel you haunt me down.
Fearing you,
Loving you,
I won't let you haunt me down

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Настроение сейчас - хорошее

Приколите я сдала анотомию,не без помощи моей любимой(куратора),я так рада избавиться от долгов.Но мне еще предстоит сдать математику.не знаю как ее сдаю,я ее вообще не понимаю............Да вот так.Но думаю выкручусь.А больше всего меня волнует где мне справлять Новый год,дома не хочу...........Может предложите мне что нибуть?????А наконец таки я скоро сдам таблицы по материаловедению,завтра сдам.............и все в долгах толька долбанная математика........

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