you took it back
how could you go and do something like that
my fingernail phase
worst has got the best of you
I ask you and I know I need to change
you took it back
you ripped my heart out of my then you put it back
I'm pulling my hair
I let you just a million times
I love you even though it isn't fair
change
run we go around again in circles
play this game over again
As we trudge along through the mud
And we tried to call it home
But we weren't alright, not at all
Not for one second
Never have been one to write it down
Now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
Who's looking south
Not me I'm not looking back
I'm done denying the truth to anyone
Cause I'm alive
You showed me how
You seemed to find a hole
But I just laughed and smiled
Begged and rolled my eyes
Even cried and
Denied the truth to you
Just like the truth to me
Mostly lied
I'm not going to look back
White it out like glittering wax butterflies
see all those people on the ground
wasting time
i try to hold it all inside
but just for tonight
the top of the world
sitting here wishing
the things I've become
that something is missing
maybe I...
but what do I know
and now it seems that i have found
nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
On My Own
being faced with what I'm faced with I feel
like i can't rock
like a rock hit my heart
started to chain the day
and exploded into pieces
marry me
stay the same
lie to me and try to say you never will
I've got a feeling in my gut now fills me
with so much hope
said fuck it I'm fine
dine and dashed
the pianist peddled into morning
the cup is not half empty as pescimists say
as far as he's sees nothings left in the cup
a whole cup full of nothing for him to induldge
since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up
a singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere
he gave heed to nothing, and all that he was....
is just a tragedy
so he voyages in circles
succeeds getting nowhere
and submits to the substance
that first got him there
than in violent, frustration he cries out to God or just no one
is there a point to this madness and all that he was....
is just a tragedy
he feels alone
his heart in his hand
he's alone
he feels alone
I feel....
then on that last day he breaks
and he stood tall
and he yelled... and he takes his life
I still remember a year ago
the times we spent
I think that I'm happier now
up from the down
by all means
it's strange cause I feel the same way
I think of what it looks like
I think of what it tastes like
same strange
said it's strange cause i feel the same
makes me ill
still remember what it tastes like
what it felt like
Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free
So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this
And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there to so you can see
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
And we'll drink and dance the night away
As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there
Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free
So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this
And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
As long as you're alive again
I promise I will take you there
And we can dance the night away
And we can dance the night away
So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this
As long as you're alive here I am
I promise I will take you there
As long as you're alive here I am
I promise I will take you there
And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see it
As long as you're alive again
I promise I will take you there
As long as you're alive again
I promise I will take you there
So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this
savor every moment of this
savor every moment of this
Kids round here got a different way of doin' it
lock into a dream and insist on pursuin' it
Times are getting tougher and the choice is do or die
We play it fuckin loud, how we want and reply
So turn up the stereo and grab the mic
cause I know I'm alright
got my friends on the side
so stand up stand tall
let 'em know who you are
We're the band,
we're the band (who's) gonna sing
Here we goooooo
Who said LA is the only place that music can rock?
Throwin' it like a gun and we're ready to correct 'em
We hit the stage and we tear it up like dynamite
The music stays tight people goin' through the night
The people stand around in a state of confusion
This place is distorted and we're ready to confess itwe aim to please and we seek to fuckin' kill
And the ones underground ain't goin' down, never will
We are the underground
And you can't shut us down
Cause we come from underground
Ain't nothin' gonna hold us down
It's our time to shine through the down
Glorified by what is ours
We've fallen in love
we've fallen in love!
It was the best idea I ever had
Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and sharper
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing
Do you want a song of glory
Well I'm fucking screaming at you
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..
I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
Maybe light a candle
Don't say a prayer for me
Feel alone
Cuz I'm gone
I left you
Make Christmas your own
you throw the thought of us away
you'll be alone this holiday
Said, it's cold in this town
And there's snow on the ground
Far from home
Not alone
I left you with nothing
And that's what you own
yes throw the thought of us away
you'll be alone this holiday
Maybe light a candle
Don't say a prayer for me
Feel alone
I've left you the best time
Make Christmas your own
yes throw the thought of us away
you'll be alone this holiday
Maybe light a candle
Don't say a prayer for me
Feel alone
Cuz I'm gone
I left you
Make Christmas your own
You throw the thought of us away
You'll be alone this holiday
Said, It's cold in this town
And there's snow on the ground
Far from home
Not alone
I left you with nothing
And that's what you own
You throw the thought of us away
You'll be alone this holiday
Maybe light a candle
Don't say a prayer for me
Feel alone
Cuz I'm gone
I left you the best time
Make Christmas your own
You throw the thought of us away
You'll be alone this holiday
From the way that you acted
To the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
And now it's sad cause all I missed
Wasn't that good to begin with
And now I've started you begging
Saying things that you don't mean
It isn't worth my time
A line's a dime a million times
And I'm about to see all of them
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
You're taking up my time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
You're taking up my time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
You're taking up my time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
You're taking up my time
You call my name when I wake up
To see things go your way
I'm coughing up my time
Each drag's a drop of blood a grain
A minute of my life
It's all I've got just to stay down
Why you think that i'm still down
I'm hoarding all thats mine
Each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
You're taking up my time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
You're taking up my time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
You're taking up my time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
You're taking up my time
My Time
My Time
My Time
I’m about to see a million things I thought I’ve never seen before
And I’m bout to do all of the things I dreamed of and I don’t even miss you at all
I’m about to see a million things I thought I’ve never seen before
And I’m bout to do all of the things I dreamed of and I don’t even miss you at all
Fuck you
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
You're taking up my time
If we cut out the bad
Well then we'd have nothing left
Like I cut up your mouth
The night I stuffed it all in
And you lied to the angels
Said I stabbed you to death
If we go at the same time
They'll clean up the mess
I lost my head
You couldn't come
This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun
Watch you bite into the bottle
Watch me kick out the chair
Let you chew up the glass
And laughed as you just hung there
I had thought of rose petals mostly perfect and pure
Then I thought of your petals
And the abuse they've been through
I lost my head
You couldn't come
This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun
You lost your head
I couldn't come
This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun
Whoa whoa
I told the angels
Cant stay in heaven
I asked the devil
If we cut out the bad well then we'd have nothing left
Like I cut up your angels
Yeah you stabbed me to death
I lost my head
You couldn't come
This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun
You lost your head
I couldn't come
This lust to my brain almost feels just like a gun
The singer finished singing and she's walking out
The singer sheds a tear fear of falling out
And it's hard to say how I feel today
Our years gone by, and I cry
It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone it's not the same
My worries weigh the world how I used to be
And everything (I'm cold) seems a plague in me
And it's hard to say how I feel today
Our years gone by, and I cry
It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone it's not the same
It's hard to say I held my tongue
It's hard to say if only...
Since you've been gone it's not the same
Worse than the fear it's the lie you told a thousand times before
Words than a fear it's the knife
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by, and I cry
It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone it's not the same
It's hard to say I held my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone I'm not the same
It's hard to say (God it's hard to say)
Since you've been gone, I'm not the same
Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.
Look at me.
Can you tell,
By the way I move and do my hair?
Do you think that it's me,
Or is it not me?
I don't even care.
I'm alive, I don't smell.
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.
Dry.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Do I drink?
Do I date?
I've got perfect placements.
All my ink
Satisfied, in your eyes.
I'm the biggest fan I've got right now.
I made sure that I look how I wanted to look.
The people around me,
The people surround me.
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.
Dry.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
My stomach hurts now,
And all tied off in lace.
I pray, beg, for anything to hit me in the face.
And this sickness isn't me.
I pray to fall from grace.
The last thing I see is feeling.
And I'm telling you I'm a fake,
I'm telling you I'm a fake. (x3)
I'm telling you I'm
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Fake (x3)
Seemed to stop my breath
my head on your chest
waiting to cave in from
the bottom of my...
hear your voice again could we dim the sun
and wonder where we've been maybe you
and me
so kiss me like you did my heart stopped
beating such a softer sin
(I'm melting, i'm melting)
in your eyes i lost my place
could stay a while and i'm melting
in your eyes like my first time
that i caught fire just stay with me
lay with me now
never caught my breath
every second im without you
I'm a mess ever know each other
trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
learning how to love, I'm melting
in your eyes i lost my place
could stay a while and i'm melting
in your eyes like my first time
that i caught fire just stay with me
lay with me stay with me lay with me now
you can stay and watch me fall
and of course i'll ask for help
just stay with me now
we could take our HEADS off
stay in bed just make love thats all
just stay with me now
I'm melting, I'm melting
in your eyes i lost my place
could stay a while and i'm melting
in your eyes like my first time
that i caught fire just stay with me
lay with me
in your eyes i lost my place
could stay a while and i'm melting
in your eyes like my first time
that i caught fire just stay with me
lay with me stay with me lay with me now
in your eyes lets sleep til the sun burns out
i'm melting in your eyes (x2)
the singer finished singing and she's walking out
the singer sheds a tear fear of falling out
and it's hard to say how i feel today
our years gone by, and i cry
it's hard to say that i was wrong
it's hard to say i miss you
since you've been gone it's not the same
my worries weigh the world how i used to be
and everything in cold seems a plague in me
and its hard to say how i feel today
our years gone by, and i cry
it's hard to say that i was wrong
its hard to say i miss you
since you've been gone it's not the same
it's hard to say i have my tongue
it's hard to say if only
since you've been gone it's not the same
words that i fear is the lie you told a thousand times before
words that i fear is the night
but it's hard to say how i feel today
our years gone by, and i cry
it's hard to say that i was wrong
it's hard to say i miss you
since you've been gone it's not the same
it's hard to say i have my tongue
it's hard to say if only
since you've been gone i'm not the same
it's hard to say (god it's hard to say)
since you've been gone, i'm not the same
На небе плавится звезда
А под ногами асфальт, снег или вода
И всегда и везде со мною борда
А в голове бардак, но эт не беда
Get out \ Сорвать запретные пломбы
Get down \ Упасть на город бомбой
Get up \ Допрыгнуть до луны
Мы все слегка больны-ы!
И всё готово к прыжку, он сорвёт нам башку, мы готовы, а вы?
Прочь тоска - под ногами доска!
Адреналин стучит у виска
В эту пресную жизнь мы добавим мяска
Прочь тоска - под ногами доска!
Прочь тоска - под ногами доска!
C точки отрыва, за облака
Разрывая пространство на два куска
Прочь тоска - под ногами доска!
Чё нет доски - вот тебе моя доска!
У нас нет запар типа - Спартак \ ЦСКА
Нам плевать на цвета, полоски, причёску
Главное, чтобы чел был СВОЙ В ДОСКУ
Get down \ Упал - обычное дело
Get up \ Чутка помято тело
Get out \ И порваны штаны
Ну да, мы все больны-ыы!
Настроение супер, давление в норме
Мы не станем есть музУ, которой нас кормят
У нашей музЫ нет надменных традиций
Ей не обязательно бриться, у неё свои лица
К чёрту границы, мы свободные птицы
Нам любая драйвовая маза сгодится
От митала до панка, от хардкора до ska
Прочь тоска под ногами доска!
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Корреспондент -
А вот смотрите - едет мальчик-роллер
У него внутри стоит другой контроллер
Каждая нога по себе сама
Здесь любой бордер сойдёт с ума
Мальчик-роллер [не останавливаясь, с лёгким возмущением, переходящим в одышку] -
Кусок асфальта нормальный - затем плохой
Мальчик в плеере, дедушка глухой
Дядя бухой, бабушка слепая
Диффчёнка симпотная внимание отвлекает...
[Отдаляется. Последняя фраза тонет в грохоте транспорта...]
Расследуется самое громкое преступление
Городок - Южный парк, пять тысяч населения
Вопрос, который волнует умы целого поколения
Кто, когда и зачем убил Кенни
Собрана масса независимых мнений
В порядке исключения спросили самого Кенни
Его убили в период с понедельника по воскресение
В разгар народных волнений в республиканской - Кении
- A я вот пришёл к такому умозаключению:
Кенни упал с лестницы головою о ступени
- Да всё намного проще - на войне мировоззрений
Он погиб от изменений переменных значений
- А может кому-то в момент плохого настроения
Захотелось, чтоб народу было меньше в помещении
- Или просто, чтоб народу было меньше в помещении
Захотелось пострелять...
- Но не нашлось другой мишени
- Я думаю, всё из-за атмосферных явлений, лунных затмений...
- Ага, землетрясений!
- Он был причиной глобальных потеплений
- И из-за этой фигни они убили Кенни???
Сволочи, они убили Кенни!
СЛО-ЛО-ЧИИИИИИИИИИИИ!
Сволочи, они убили Кенни!
И в этой серии опять убили Кенни
- Причина смерти - в обострении латентной мигрени
- Нее - аллергия на цветение сиреневой сирени?
- Так значит причина - неудачное лечение
- Нам остаётся надеяться, что Кенни умер без мучений
- Интуиция мне подсказывает, что он погиб из-за лени
- Лени Кравица?
- Да нее, природной лени
- Лень при родах? Это когда кесарево сечение?
- Ааааааааа, всё, проехали... не имеет значения.
Сволочи, они убили Кенни!
СЛО-ЛО-ЧИИИИИИИИИИИИ!
Сволочи, они убили Кенни!
И в этой серии опять убили Кенни
Вот свидетельства - он умер в тюремном заключении
Попал под разборку - выяснение отношений
Во время таких прений надо бодать по фене
А этот вид изречений точно не знаком Кенни
Да он был наркоман, царапал шприцем по вене
Или перенюхал кисло-сладких растений
Или какой-то там другой хрени -
Подробнее записано в медицинском бюллетене
Его убили завистники, потому что он гений
Хотели утопить Кенни в море забвений
В итоге, без пошлых лирических отступлений
Он утонул в процессе пожаротушений
Сволочи, они убили Кенни!
СЛО-ЛО-ЧИИИИИИИИИИИИ!
Сволочи, они убили Кенни!
И в этой серии опять убили Кенни
Но Кенни живее всех живых - как Вова Ленин
И в следующей серии он выйдет снова из тени
Чтобы кто-нибудь мог крикнуть без тени сомнений -
Господи, они убили Кенни!