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Именно ты, именно так

начни своё духовное очищение не с других, а с самой себя. Никогда не требуй от других людей того, чего не в состоянии дать им сама. Показывай своё отношение к тем или иным вопросам не на словах, а на примере своей собственной Жизни. Это - главные духовные заповеди.
Почему ты считаешь, что ИМЕННО ТЫ имеешь право поучать других в том, КАК им нужно жить? Ты что, настолько чиста и безупречна сама, что можешь демонстративно противопоставлять себя кому-то, даже если он и творит зло, в твоём понимании?

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Про Любовь, а не Зависимость

Пока оба не станут цельными "Я", о полноценном "Мы" не может быть и речи.

Chapter 1: Nodes of the Moon (Your Karmic Doorways)

North Node of the Moon in Aries

In a prior life, Mariya, you deferred to the wishes of others and did not learn to think for yourself. This time, you are forced to take action and to make split-second decisions, causing you to feel very uncomfortable. This time you are still concerned with making things more beautiful and harmonious, finding any aggressive action distasteful.
In the past, you relied on outward physical beauty to carry you and in this life you are still susceptible to flattery and can spend a great deal of time and money on cosmetics, grooming and clothing.
You hate being alone, Mariya, and yet wish that people would leave you alone. You are so sensitive to your surroundings that anything which can be construed as coarse sends you off to seek the solace of music or art. The symmetry you find calms your bruised sensibilities.

После очень неприятных событий в универе мне сорвало крышу немного (хотелось с кем-то по душам, он вызвался, а потом как-то не вышло), а близкий человек слишком занят и к тому же без понятия чего бы мне такого сказать, хотя и старался как мог.
Всю ночь снились кошмары. По-моему ещё хуже реальности, а вот ту книгу, что во сне, я бы хотела всё же дочитать, лол. А ещё с той девушкой было бы интересно ещё пообщаться - очень яркая личность, хоть и во сне.
Живу с дыркой в душе и ничто её пока не заполнит, но всё нормально. Се ля ви иногда. :)
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Prepared for Mariya

born April 11, 1987


DAY-SIGN: 4-Ocelot
(Maya: 4-Ix)

YEAR: South-2 (Tikal System)

13-DAY PERIOD: 1-Monkey
(Maya: 1-Chuen)

NIGHT LORD: 1

VENUS PHASE: Morning Star
Your Most Personal Traits -- The Day-Sign of Your Birth
Here are your strongest and most obvious personality traits. The delineation below describes who you are and how you appear to others, at least on the surface. In Aztec astrology this part of is your horoscope is your Tonalli, or Day-Sign, the form bestowed upon you by the Sun.
Ocelot: Privacy is something that you need, yet your tendency to become involved in entangled relationships often makes this difficult. By nature, you are a secretive person who has found that controlling information helps you maintain some control over your life. You have an inborn sense of strategy and make a good planner and investigator.

You are also quite aggressive and competitive. You will fight to make a point, though you usually do so in a somewhat indirect way. In conversation you can be cutting and sarcastic, but you do use subtlety and rarely come right out with what you think.

You tend to have rather complex relationships with spouses, relatives and friends. Your pattern is to become deeply involved on many levels and to base some of your security needs on these relationships. When things turn sour, you find yourself caught up in a network of ties, dependencies, and obligations that are difficult to throw off easily and quickly. At worst, you may become socially mal-adjusted and dependent. At best, you are a person who can heal sick human relationships as well as explore them to their fullest.

You probably have some psychic abilities. You are very sensitive in general and can read people intuitively. Negatively, this sensitivity could become a problem, particularly when alcohol or drugs are involved. Some Ocelot personalities develop their psychic senses or master divination techniques. On another level, medical and healing arts may appeal to you and, as a practitioner or counselor, you find your way to a diagnosis using your powerful instincts. In fact, you may be a natural healer.

You are probably regarded as an intelligent person and are possibly very well-educated. You display a facility for communication and may actually be a powerful and persuasive speaker or writer. Negatively, you can dominate conversations or attempt to impose your views on others. You have a powerful imagination and are capable of visualizing all sorts of things, from the sublime to the paranoid. Possibly the best type of education for you is one in which psychology and social sciences are emphasized.



Your Deeper Self -- The 13-Day Week of Your Birth
Each of us reacts to the world around us in different ways. Our reactions are mostly unconscious; they represent what our deeper self needs. Our reactions both attract and repel us from things, people, and situations. What we like, what we like to do, and who we really are is shown by the 13-day week called the Trecena that we were born under. Each of these periods begins with the number 1 and the name of the day-sign that starts it. A number is attached to your position within the 13-day period that may be an important number for you.
This is the fourth day of the 13-day period beginning with 1-Monkey. Beneath your surface personality you have a strong need to be in the limelight, or at least to gain the respect of the public. There is something of the politician in you and you may be well suited to activities like teaching, performance, and presentations of all kinds. You love to play and probably have several hobbies that keep you busy when you are not working. You may be an attention seeker, but, ultimately, you reveal very little about yourself. Although you are flirtatious and have a strong sex-drive, you tend to be possessive and jealous in love.

Вобщем, дневник я вести особо не буду, как уже некоторые поняли. Свои мысли я пишу в блакнот, который лежит в тумбочке у кровати, а сюда восновном хожу почитать Аум и Орбитку, на самом деле. :)
Время выставления себя закончилось. :P

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Будь безупречен.

...."Будь безупречен.Я говорил тебе это уже двадцать раз.Быть безупречным означает раз и навсегда выяснить для себя чего ты хочешь в жизни,и тем самым поддерживать свою решимость достигнуть этого.А потом делать все от тебя зависящее и даже больше для того,чтобы воплотить в жизнь своё стремление.Если ты не решился ни на что,ты просто напрасно в суматохе играешь с жизнью в рулетку"....

Даосская мудрость
Ле-цзы учился стрелять. Попав в цель, попросил указаний у Стража Границ. Страж Границ задал вопрос:

- Знаешь ли ты, почему попал в цель?

- Не знаю.

- Значит, ты еще не овладел мастерством.

Ле-цзы ушел, упражнялся три года и снова явился с докладом. Страж Границ спросил:

- Знаешь ли ты, почему попал в цель?

- Знаю, - ответил Ле-цзы.

- Теперь ты овладел мастерством! Храни и не забывай! Поступай так, изучая не только стрельбу, но и себя самого, и царство. Ибо мудрый человек познает не существование и гибель, а их причины.

shut up. :)
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Обьясните...Может я чего-то не понимаю...

...Или я слишком требовательна?...
Дело в том,что я считаю что человек современный должен быть самостоятельным.Думать,наблюдать за собой,анализировать,делать выводы и если надо - испарвляться...
А исповедь - это проявление крайней несамостоятельности....Проявление безответственности...
Мол,я вот сделал что-то плохое,пошел рассказал умному человеку,а главное близкому к чему-то важному(к богу),и умный человек поможет чтобы за это плохое мне ничего не было.Или священники заместо психологов?...

Сегодня я всё что я ненавижу и презираю, а это перерастает в ещё более примечательные чувства.

Всё проходит. И это пройдёт.
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У меня все мои друзья пропали куда-то, то есть лента пустая и я ни у кого не в ПЧ... Бред! Что случилось за ночь?
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"If that's what it means to be wise than I'd rather be a fool for the rest of my life" Naruto
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Мои мне рассказали, что я люблю славу, эмоциональна, тщеславна и горда. Хехехе. Просто чудо. ;)
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Dan: And you left him, just like that?
Alice: It's the only way to leave. "I don't love you anymore. Goodbye."
Dan: Supposing you do still love them?
Alice: You don't leave.
Dan: You've never left someone you still love?
Alice: Nope.


Larry: You don't know the first thing about love, because you don't understand compromise.

Anna: Love bores you.
Dan: No, it disappoints me.

"Closer"

Key word: understanding

Девушка tendensiya осветлила мою фотографию и теперь она в точности, как я и задумывала... Большущее спасибо!!! Всегда мечтала, чтобы кто-то обработал мою фотографию, а то я ноль в этом, а это так красиво получается у некоторых людей!Спасибо. :)
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Люблю. :)
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Всё написанное внизу про меня в такой же мере, сколь и про других. Я и вправду другой ты. :D

I want to be alone today. Or rather I don't want one specific person to see or hear from me today. Maybe even longer, much longer. The thing is that feeling sad is a failure in his eyes and I feel very sad. I have no hope for that person, I have nothing to give them. I want to be left alone, I sometimes feel that people are sucking last bits of my ability to be happy for their own selfish sake and I let them.
I also feel dismayed that my sadness is frowned upon. I am tired of it. I want to be myself, whoever I am that day. I won't accept people getting mad and yelling at me simply because I'm thinking about something or I am sad for a specific reason.
I never have time to lose hope with them but I am human. I feel what I feel, I won't be denied and shunned anymore. I always try to be a better person, always try to be optimistic and happy. But I'm being forced to do all that, I'm being yelled at and offended if I'm not "cool with everything". To hell with that. I always listen to other people's problems, discuss everything that needs to be discussed. While other people just get impatient, never try, they make same mistakes as me a lot more but are blind to that or they make it my fault. They never move forward and they are holding me back. It's suffocating.
I feel like I've wasted so much energy and effort but I was doing it all wrong, I was running frantically in the wrong direction. Now I have stopped and I will walk alone. If someone choses to walk with me by my side and be as supportive and strong as I am as many times a day as I am then they will be able to keep up. I will not stay behind and grow weak yet again. I've done it too many times only to be hurt incredibly by the peson I was helping to get up. I will not grow impatient and hopeless anymore because I have enourmous abilities they are blind to. They take it all for granted. I am taking it with me, if they stay behind they will see what they've lost.
I'm tired of being told I'm a bad person, that I'm not normal by an arrogant, overly emotional, yelling being that can't decide what to fight for and who to be. It is done. I am not bowing or kneeling anymore even if that means I will be all alone. I crossed my line where I would lose my dignity, sanity, strength and self-love too many times in hopes that a person would start walking with me and will learn what it means to love, support, fight or even being able to resolve conflict in an adult way without escalating or getting hurtful. In the end I was a fool.
Many conclusions can be drawn from this experience and I will extract them as they come over time. I might be wrong but it sure feels right. I know I'm on the right track for myself now. For now I simply have my self-respect and self-love back and I will not surrender it anymore, not even for love.

We should take care not to make the intellect our god; it has, of course, powerful muscles, but no personality.
Albert Einstein