Всю жизнь я плетусь за теми, кто мне интересен, потому что интересны мне одни безумцы, те, кто без ума от жизни, от разговоров, от желания быть спасенным, кто жаждет всего сразу, кто никогда не скучает и не говорит банальностей, кто лишь горит, горит, горит, как фантастические желтые римские свечи, которые пауками распускаются в звездном небе, а в центре возникает голубая вспышка, и тогда все кричат: "Ого-о-о!"

(с)

Неважно, как медленно Вы идете, до тех пор, пока Вы не остановитесь.

Конфуций
 

Что, если мы родные души? — спросил я себя мысленно, пока она плакала. — Что, если мы всю жизнь искали именно друг друга? Мы соприкоснулись, ощутили на момент, какой может быть земная любовь, и что, теперь из-за моих страхов мы расстанемся и никогда больше не увидим друг друга? И мне придется до конца дней своих искать ту, что я уже однажды нашел, но испугался и не сумел полюбить?

© Ричард Бах. "Мост через вечность"

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У человека в душе дыра размером с Бога, и каждый заполняет её как может. (ц)

Жан-Поль Сартр

ноты души

Мы тратим слишком много энергии, потому что почти все мы живем, опережая время. Мы думаем о том, что случится на следующей неделе, совершенно забывая, что уже завтра утром можем просто не проснуться.

© Эд Харрис

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Sooo...we broke up this Friday. 2 days of crying, of almost-making-rush decisions, of pathetic lying in bed and not eating.

And Monday-back to life.

To be honest, I was (am?) in love too much.  I was promised a lot, and trusted the person like myself.

He said he loved me. I said I loved him. He made a decision to be alone now.

And yeahhhh- the person is in life crisis. Lost. But does it give him a right to give up on love and let me go?

I decided that chasing him is just a wrong thing to do.

U love me-prove it. Hold me tight, never let me go, chase me if I leave, treat me like a princess.

Settling up for anything less? No.

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Верность - это такая редкость и такая ценность. Это не врожденное чувство: быть верным. Это решение.

©

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• 1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Today I am not sure.
• 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Well, I dated a 19 y.o. recently, so a year probably would not make a difference)
• 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Maybe last Sunday
• 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? I often do
• 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Yes, I think so.
• 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? All songs remind you of someone
• 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? A dress
• 8. How often do you listen to music? Daily...though recently only a few songs
• 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans
• 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Pretty social
• 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? Yes
• 13. What about ‘R’? Dont remember anyone with this name
• 14. Can you drive a stick shift? No
• 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Yes
• 16. Are you going out of town soon? Hopefully this weekend
• 17. When was the last time you cried? Less than an hour ago
• 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yes
• 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? No
• 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? Today I am not sure...and depends what is "everything"
• 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. My bf's behavior
• 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Absolutely
• 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? No
• 24. What are you sitting on right now? Actually lying in bed
• 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? One person used to
• 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Many times
• 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? My roommate Fer
• 28. Do you get a lot of colds? No
• 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?-
• 30. Does anyone hate you? I feel that yes
• 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? No...but there are many unopened ones
• 32. Do you like watching scary movies? No
• 33. Do you want your tongue pierced? No
• 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2010
• 35. Did you have a dream last night? Yes
• 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Last week
• 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Well, I hope at least thinking.
• 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? No
• 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Yes
• 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? No
• 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yes
• 44. What’s the best part about school? Friends
• 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Lots of
• 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Always
• 48. Were you single over the last summer? Yes
• 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Nothing like that
• 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Working))
• 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation

Пусть лучше рвётся там, где тонко, пусть будет больно и не кстати. Любовь - когда хотят ребёнка, всё остальное - мир симпатий. Пусть много зависти и лести на каждой жизненной страничке. Любовь - когда хотят быть вместе! Всё остальное - лишь привычка.

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Освоив речь, мы потеряли зренье.

Не спрашивай. Молчи. Смотри в глаза.

(c) Кот Басё

Лучше тебе не знать ничего о них, кроме
факта, что
те, кто всегда живут на изломе,
отлично владеют собой и не смотрятся
лживо,
если хохочут, будто закадровым смехом в ситкоме;
что те, кто всегда
веселы, и ярко сияют, и выглядят живо –
на деле
давно
пребывают
в
коме.

(c)  Алекс М.

Вчера ходила на сессию цветов Bach, и мне специальным прибором мерили частоту энергии моих чакр и ауры.

Да-да) Как бы это странно ни звучало, в конце двухчасовой сессии мне дали отчёт на пяти страницах о моём состоянии... и меня удивило на сколько всё правдиво.

В итоге мне приготовили капли из разных цветов, чтобы изменить энергетику некоторых аур.

И нет, я не сошла с ума)

А сегодня иду в гости с Анто домой к Мартину (тому самому коллеге с которым я замутила и из-за которого так парилась).

Deactivation of my facebook account turned out to be harder than I thought. Its been less than 24 hours, and I already feel an urgent necessity to restore it. In reality, it does not help much. True, I cannot see my bf's page, etc...but it does not change the fact that I am heartbroken. It does not change anything.

Today I am going to some kind of doctor who will prescribe me herbal medicine to calm me down.

Then will go to the cinema to watch "A woman under the influence"...which is an old and depressing movie, but whatever.

Yesterday baked muffins and went with my roommate and his gf to the park to drink tea.

In other words, I've gone crazy, but on the outside it seems that I am happily crazy.

My gay hairdresser gave me a big painting as a present. Its soooo cool!

Ah, also bought a groupon for photosession.

I am doing fine. I am.

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1. If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say? :) lets just skip this question.

2. Do you trust all of your friends? Not at all

3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love? Sure

4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? I do

5. Can you make a dollar in change right now? No

6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor? The friend of my roommates

7. Are you afraid of falling in love? Too late to be afraid.

9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times? I guess Martin.

10. Whats your most favorite scar? On the neck

11. When was the last time you flew in a plane? In September, 2011

12. What did the last text message you sent say?

13. What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex? Its disgusting

14. Fill in the blank. I love: to feel passionate about something and someone, to feel alive, to love and be loved and not worry about a thing.

15. What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future? Lets just say...my future changes too fast these days and making goals is not really a thing lately...

16. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time who would you call? Mom

17. How many kids do you want to have? :)) At least 2 with God's help

18. Would you make a good parent? Will do my best

19. Where was your default picture taken? In Montenegro

20. Whats your middle name? Vladimirovna

21. Honestly, whats on your mind right now? Messaging to my bf

22. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be? Nothing

23. Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding? Kate and Linh

24. What are you wearing right now? a dress

25. Righty or Lefty? Righty

26. Best place to eat? Anywhere cozy and chilling. Quite dark. With jazz or blues playing. With random pictures and things on the walls. But, to be honest, anywhere is awesome when you are in a great company.

27. Favorite jeans? To be bought

28. Favorite animal? A dog

29. Favorite juice? Orange/ Grapefruit/ Kiwi

30. Have you had the chicken pox? No

31. Have you had a sore throat? Yes

32. Ever had a bar fighT? No :)

33. Who knows you the best? Nadine, Linh and Kate

34. Shoe size? 35

35. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses? Glasses

36. Ever been in a fight with your pet? hahha many many times

37. Been to Mexico? Not yet

38. Did you buy something today? Avocado, water and corn

39. Did you get sick today? Extremely tired

40. Do you miss someone today? My bf and colleagues and Mom

41. Did you get in a fight with someone today? No

42. When is the last time you had a massage? Today

43. Last person to lay in your bed My bf

44. Last person to see you cry? My bf

45. Who made you cry? Just my emotional weirdness

46. What was the last TV show you watched? HIMYM

47. What are your plans for the weekend? Christmas with Malu

48. Who do you think will repost this? No reposts

49. Who was the last person you hung out with? Guillermo

50. If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say? Yes

А иной раз кажется, что к разочарованию можно привыкнуть. Но это не так. С каждым разом оно причиняет все большую боль. Такую боль, что становится жутко. Кажется, будто с каждым разом ожоги все сильнее. И с каждым разом боль проходит все медленнее.

(c) Э.М. Ремарк

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