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can't believe 2morrow will be 3 months since i'm here, in the U.S.
What an event! Sometimes it seems longer, sometimes shorter... i think usually longer.
I don't know, seems like there is nothing to write about.
Well' everything's going pretty good, today i got a 100 at my VA and US History. It's 25% of the grade, so... i'm happy about it.
Also today I was told my Busines Law semester grade! It's... A+!!!! It's the most difficult class i've ever had! There are a lot of difficult words there, a lot of vocablory.
Today I'm going to the art. Becouse of it i'm not going to my fall play! Ok! Fine! I'll think what can i do about it later. Well, they can do Shakespear without me. I would be upset, anyway, if they are gonna replace me. No way!!!
I want Thanksgiving! I want holidays! And no schooL! It's a pity... no soon, anyway.
Today at PE was playing with M's sister. He doesn't like her hanging out with me. UUU =) Averybady says that it's akward - me being a frind of her. I really don't care. M loves her a lot I know it. He told me once that it's the way how he does that. He worries a lot about her. She is a cheerleader now and there are a lot of boys around, he cares. It's so sweeeeet!
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Yesterday I made M watching Mean girls with me. It was kinda wierd to watch them in english. I love this movie... Not everyone knows it. It is one of the movies.... well, it's a long story. Just feel full of memories....
Anyway it was fun. Who need subtitles!? Not me! I know everything that they're going to say =)
When I saw Aaron, he absolutly accidently reminded me of the guy I had a crush on 2 years ago. Those times I had no idea that my life is going to be like that in 2 years. I couldn't even imagine what is gonna happen next summer!!! Ok, this story is even longer.
I just wanted to say that life is so unpredictable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS: everything that already happened in your life (maybe even yesterday) is a part of your life now, a little part of your story....

I woke up. And I don't want to get up! I don't think that I feel well....
Anyway there is no school today! No school, but homework.
I found this old, but really nice russian cartoon. So cute. Makes me smile =) while I don't wanna smile. I actually don't remember when my mood was so bad ike that.... Well, I don't want to do anything. Get some sleep or being awake... watever.

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:_(

Just got an email from my Mom.
She asked why didn't I dend them pictures from Homecoming.

(I didn't coz I don't have them!!!! They are all in my host Mom's camera...)

She wrote like I'm not telling her something!!!!
She is doubting in me!!!!! She is doubting in me!!!!
She wrote I thought you we have relations built on trust, but i guess... not. I should probably got used to the face that you're getting older not and that you're responsible for everything you do and everything that's going on in your life now...................................... how could she write that.

She doesn't even know how I need her right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Yesterday I asked Ashlyn if she has time... or if she want to take me shopping for warm clothes this weekend. She said that she has million things to do today and tomorrow she won't be home at all. Ok....
I asked my host Mom. She's busy.
Later I got a call from M, he asked what are we gonna do today. And... he took me shopping.
I've never went shopping with a guy. I didn't know it could be that fun!
I bought a couple sweaters, and we went to the shops we didn't need to go, like an art shop and absolutely usless shope named Dollar Tree, everything cost a dollar there. In another shop we were just randomly walking, completely aimless... Tried on hats and sunglasses.
Then we went to get some coffee, drinking coffee and listening to my ipod for couple houres. I made him listen to some russian music. He has a Tatu cd. He liked Timati.
When we came home my host mother asked him if he had understood all the russian songs that I gave him to listen=)
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Woke up and the first thought was to check my mail. Like usually, but this is not about it now.
This is gonna be about my second thought.
I thought that I was wrong. I really went away from the problem, from this strange situation. From my real amotions...
Yesterday we went to the movie. Watched Saw 4. Scary, but I was sitting with M. (some my friends now call him now Pumpkin Head, I made up this nickname. He was a Pumpkin Head on Halloween) But it was scary anyway.
We went home. At home there were Ashlyn and her friends. We decided to go outside to make a fire. As I've said before the story is not about it.
After we dicided to go dancing at M's house. I think Ashlyn just wanted to go away from her parents. Well, we were walking... And then a girl called him to say that she and some more people are coming to his house to do homework - big progect!
It was really cold and I had only a sweater on. I asked: "Are we going to M's house?" Ashlyn answered: "You can go home, if you want to"
I went home! I was so mad, just didn't want to show it. Show it to myself. But nobody understood the reason... (except my host Dad)
Of course I don't feel anything, just wanted to run away from it. He walked me to the door. Didn't notic anything. He was just sorry and didn't want to do homework.
I really wanted to go home, coz it was cold. When I came home my host Dad asked me if M went home. I said "yes, and everybody wanted to walk him home." He asked why didn't I go and I said that it's too cold outside. He: "you could have taken a coat". I said that i didn't think about it.
He called me Pinoccio! Hate when he does that!!!!
Coz it was really something wrong....
Ok, now you know know the previous story.
Now I just want to call him and ask how was his homework?! And say "You know, I care when a girl comes to your house with some random people in her car to do Homework after 9 PM ON FRIDAY NIGHT!!!!!!!"
I care. But I'm not gonna tell him, I won't do it.

He was so right!!!
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Для тех кто родился в 90 ,89, 88...

Ребятки вы должны это помнить ))) ...как вам постоянно покупали киндер сюрпризы, и весь ваш дом был завален игрушками и оранжевыми яйцами.

Праздновали свой день рождения в МакДоналдсе

Все время покупали жвачку по рублю с татуировками внутри и постоянно обклеивали себя ими, и вы помните рекламу «Бум, бум, Бумер, супер мощный взрыв, за рубль, Бумер – это прорыв» )))
А так же коллекционировали вкладыши из "Love is…" «Скидывались» Камень, ножницы, бумага, цуефа…

Смотрели по пятницам Поле Чудес с родителями, и тайно мечтали, чтобы ваши родители попали на ТВ, чтобы вам тоже достались подарки

Помните такие передачи как:
- 100%
- Улица сезам
- Звездный Час
- Зов Джунглей
- Царь Горы
- Очень умелые ручки из передачи «Пока все дома»
- Cам себе режиссер и Слабо ( я всегда с собой беру видеокамеру… )

Ваш любимыми фильмами были "Маска", "Тупой и еще тупее", "Матрица", "Один дома"

Вы записывали все на VHS по телевизору

У вас были кассеты Танцевальный Рай и Союз

Часами слушали радио «Европа + и Ультра» Лишь бы записать ТУ САМУЮ песню века

У вас был кассетный плеер

Помните кислотные жетоны на метро

Слушали:
- Lou Bega «Mambo № 5»
- Иванушки Интернэшнл
- Prodigy
- Limp Bizkit
- Андрей Губин
- Мурат Насыров
- На-на
- Стрелки
- Руки Вверх
- Наталия Орейро
- Backstreet Boys
- Britney Spears
- Spice girls
- Scooter

Покупали журналы:
- Cool
- Cool Girl
А из журанлов Все Звезды и Молоток (читай его под партой) вы все время вырывали плакаты и обвешивали ими свою комнату

Все время пили сок J7

Играли постоянно в сотки/фишки/кепсы, обменивались ими, выигрывали, у вас даже была спецальная бита, которая считалась ооочень крутой

Вы помните Покемонов ( ПИКАААЧУУУУУУУУ)

У вас или у ваших друзей были:
- Nintendo Gameboy (позже появился Coloured)
- Sega
- Play Station
- Йо-Йо
- Polly Pocket
- Тетрис

Покупали сухарики «Емеля» или «Три корочки» за 5 рублей

Играли в Барби и Кена, а еще была Синти, если вы были девочкой

Носили все джинсовое

Хоть раз в жизни запускали петарды

Носили волосы на прямой пробор

Собирали конструкторы ЛЕГО

Конструировали роботов

Помните как ваши родители или бабушки с дедушками смотрели «Санта Барбару»

Иногда смотрели «Утреннее шоу» на MTV

Помните сеточные браслеты и ошейники-цепочки на шею

Смотрели СТС и множество разных сериалов :
- Зена королева воинов
- Геракл
- Чарльз в ответе
- Лиза или Чудеса Науки
- Квантовый скачок
- Beverly Hills 90210
- Зачарованные
Атак же смотрели "Дикий Ангел" и "Альф"

Смотрели мультики:
- Король Лев
- Золушка
- Ариель
- Гонщик Спиди
- Сейлор Мун
- Том и Джерри
- Алладин
- Покахонтос
- Черепашки Ниндзя
- Дональд Дак
- Охотники за преведениями
- Каспер

Собирали Альбомы со стикерами по мотивам разных мультиков

Вам покупали ЧУПА-ЧУПС и вы постоянно.. ээ.. сосали их

Помните Соки из Порошка Zuko, Yuppii, Invite ( Инваааайт... просто добавь воды)

Играли в «современную» Монополию

У Вас были ТАМАГОЧИ!! (иногда даже и не один)

Говорили:
-В ответ на ТЫ:
Попой нюхаешь цветы,
а ромашка не моя, попа нюхает твоя,
а цветы полезны, для тебя железны
выпускаешь аромат через задний аппарат
нюхала бы я, да очередь твоя
- Факи, рожки, кулаки - это признаки любви
- 100 пудово

Катались на роликах

Умеете танцевать Макарену

Коллекционировали Троллей

играли в разноцветную пружинку

раскрашивали раскраски одним "магическим фломастером" который превращался в разные цвета, а так же вы понимте как появились распыляющиеся фломастеры и фломастеры, которые меняют цвет.

90-ые называют временем перестройки, и ведь это правда, они очень сильно повлияли на нашу жизнь)) Девяностые, мы будем скучать!)

Разрывает на части... Детство было незабываемым.
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Без тебя

Пойми, без тебя я другая - безликая,
Совсем без души и огня - бессердечная,
Теперь одинокая кошка я дикая,
На муки опять обреченная вечные…

Словами, слезами и горем политая,
Размытая временем, в прошлом застрявшая,
Веками, годами и днями забытая,
Как жизнь, постепенно весь смысл терявшая…

Пойми, без тебя я другая, я зыбкая…
В себе заключенная, в мыслях летящая,
Живу я тобою, твоей лишь улыбкою…
Твоими глазами, любовью горящими…

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В старом парке пахнет хвойной тишиной,
И качаются на ветках облака.
Сколько времени не виделись с тобой?
Может, год. А, может, целые века.

Ни за что теперь не отыскать следов
В дальний край, где мы друг друга не нашли.
Я пришла к тебе из позабытых снов,
Как приходят в свою гавань корабли.

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I'm back from school. Everything like usually. But the weather is worse. It's not warm anymore!!!!!
Tired. Didn't sleep a lot last night.
Today at school everyone was really sleepy.
Today at school watched a movie, can't remember the title for some reason... It's a musical and.. very old! It was a really nice and also a funny movie, coz it was all in British English. Sounds SO different!!!
Ok. I got to go do my homework, if I want to go to the footbal homecoming game tonight. That's the deal with my host Dad.
The game is at seven.
Did I write that this week that time different between Russia and US is only 8 hours. Coz in Russia they already have changed for winter time, here we'll do it next Sunday...

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Sometimes... there are moments when the only person who understand you is...
your teddybear.......

I MISS MY FRIENDS
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I want to see this cartoon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Or any russian movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Or something from my childhood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss my sister!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=_(

I'm scared. uuuuuuufff. Almost freaking out.
I think I have too many thoughts in my head.
Need to stop thinking... at all!
Everything would be MUCH EASIER this way...........
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I'm thinking about homecoming right now and really can't believe that it is over. .. it's gone.
It was facinating! Ver nive decorations everywhere, everyone was looking pretty... beautiful! Dj was fine, better then I thought. The toughest things were dances with particular movements. Everyone is doing the same. After couple songs I got better though.
It was great. Just... I've been waiting for this for three weeks, i had a good time. It was TOO fast. Seems like it was really short event, but it was 4 hours =)

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Woke up at 6:10 and realized that I missed my shower time. (At weekdays we in the moning everyone has a certain time in the shower to use.) That was such a shock. Later I understand that it's Saturday!!! Yeah! And went to sleep for 3 more hours))))
I can't beleive that homecoming is tonight. Yesterday went shopping to buy me a pair of shoes, otherwise I would go to the dance without shoes))))
I feel nervous, a little bit. And really excited.
i'll write soon)

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Hello.
At school today was a superhero day. Not all the people were dressed like superheros, but anyway quite a lot.
I didn't dress, becouse I abviously don't have a costum.
These too days the weather is really rainy. I need to go shopping for warm clothes, coz I don't have any. I was freezing today.
I can't beleive tomorrow is Friday! Tomorrow is a spirit day. And on Saturday is Homecoming. I've been waiting for it for 3 weeks and the time is going so fast!!!
Yesterday I've been to art. Finished my picture. Looks so pretty.
Haven't heard anything from my parents. Still. Got some pictures from them last week by the way. Already had most of them (photoes from mountains, so it was a little dissapointing) and only couple I've never seen. One picture of Liza. SO cute. Oh, I miss her. Wonder how is she doing.
And the last thing. Was really nice to read in D's diary that she misses me. I miss all of my friends a lot! And when I don't get any emails i feel worse then if I get a whole bunch of letters with "I miss you".
Today I got an email from Lera. It's quite short, but nobody knows how much joy this email broght to my morning today!!!!

PS: where are your comments?


PPS: took a picture with Trevor, he was a superhero, it's dificult to remember the name, but a lot of people were saying that it could be Banny, however he said no!

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“Don’t try to look through or at
These grey clouds over your head.
Will be lost without any way to get
Out of darkness”, is what they said.

I feel like now the wind is colder
Then ever in my whole life before
The rain was only getting stronger
When you said “what’re you waiting for?”

The rain is different here
Feels like I’m coming clean
But still there is a fear
That I can fall in love with him

Пройдет еще 50. Пусть мир помнит!....
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~NERD DAY~
I didn't expect this day to be that much fun!
Couldn't stop laughing!!!!! So funny just staring at the way people dress today at school.
See pictures in my photoalbom!