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I was sleeping for about 2-3 hours!
Now have to do my homework fast...
Praying I'll feel better tomorrow.

James Blunt - Carry You Home

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Gonna get some sleep.
So tired. the only 1 at home.
feels like sh*t. have a BAD headache.............
=_(

My host family will be back and see that that I am asleep.. I wonder if they will wake me up for dinner....hm
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=)
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Yesterday M asked me to tell him about my first love. I did, without minor ditails..
I feel like call him, the guy who was my first love. Hm.. I miss him.
And I miss that person who I used to be. A lot.
It happened about 2,5 years ago.

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Aly & AJ

Привет, накидайте пожалуйста картинок с девушками из этого клипа=) Можно где вместе, можно и где по отдельности. Заранее спасибо

The Step Up was filmed in Maryland which is close to me!!!!
This is a cool thing, I'm like crazy wanna go there.
You can search it in Google maps.
It is the Maryland School of Arts..in Baltimore.
It looks like that!
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I really liked the movie!
It's great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not worse the the 1st one.
You should see it, it's awesome!
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This movie makes me wanna dance like this!

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The final dance is the best... well, of course it is)))
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It's a President's Day!!! There is no school! Yeay! Going to the movies to see Step up 2. I'm glad))) I want to see it!!! The soundtrack is great too! The "Low" song is everywhere. It's on the radio all the time.
Watching "Elen"'s show on tv! Laughing loud!!
Doing my government homework at the same time. *Miss ya!*

I am so sick! AW!!!!!!
Hard to breath, don't know what edicine to take i don't have anything for allergy.
Got some american stuff, so i'll see if it's gonna work! Hope so.
Yeah, with M everything's fine now.
We had a conversation and I told him about everything that made me upset that day and what I thought was wrong.
He said that he knows that sometimes acts differently when he is with different people... aha.
So we're good now, he just came over as a surprise..... nice.

I'm glad to go to sleep right now.
Haven't slept here for a while. Mmm, my bed!))))) I missed it.
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Cтранное изобретение........
Я долго смеялась. А потом сфоткала, чтобы вам показать.

Don't wanna write a lot, just basic stuff about the weekend.
On Saturday in the morning went babysitting for 5 hours. This family pays my $7 an hour which is a lot.
Later I went to Jasmin (a German exchange student) and had a pool patry there with her friend and host sisters.
Was fun. Bt kind of cold outside.
Later we were watching Step up till 1 in the morning and we had to get up at 8 in the morning coz one of Jasmin's host sisters had a dance compitition that we went to.
It was pretty cool, it is an important event for all of them and the atmosphere was great, all the costumes and beautiful dancing. YEah. The dancing was like modern with a lot of ballet element. The music was great and there were a lot of really awesome dancers.
After we went shopping.. Got some stuff, spent the money that I got for babysitting. =(
Well, it's actually cool to have your own money. HAHA)))
Than we went back to the competition and watched solos. It was fun too.
I'm so tired, still sick.
They think I have an allergy, but I never had one.
UUUU!!! Just dieing... Maybe it's spring and... BLOOM!!!!! Ek=(
Talked to my family and Juju... Well, she is a part of it.
It was so much fun.
I love them and miss them.
As she asked me - putting new pictures with my new haircut in my photoalbom coz I promised...
Haven't talked to M for 2 days.. Suspicious!.. I don't know what he thinks about it. Basically I just got home for the first time this weekend.

I want to run away from these grey days
Bring my the horison and rainbow too
I don't want to be here in this place
Just want a plain and fly... to you!
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it's gonna be Facinating!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B8-QIADbs88

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Настроение сейчас - wanna be nowhere.. I need time to think.

Still sick. But I'm gonna be alright, I have a faith in myself)))
Yesterday was very INTERESTING evening. I saw people from the other side, sudenly.
I realized how much I've changed.
Felt like suddenly I figured out what kinda person I am.
Unexpectedly.
I know that.
I found myself staying when I used to leave ("уходить в сад")
I don't hide anymore. I just stay and see what will happen then.
It's like a torture and it hurts.
But I'm among other people, but it's not my point.
No.
I don't run from things anymore. Anymore.
But I used to.
I wanted to leave when it was getting too tough to handle the situation.

And M.
I think I Saw him too.
He is not that kind of person I thought he is.
I would talk to him about it yesterday but I didn't want to spoil the evening.
Dissapoined and broken.What else can I say.
I think we went too far away. I should have stopped myself long ago.
But it's too late now..

Jee! Am I that dramatic?)))
Well.. this is all what I feel.

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Going to the swimpool at Amber's house.
I feel horrible, I got a bad cold. =(
But I promised to go, so I will.
I don't want to wear my swim suit. I changed a lot in these 6 months. But it's not that bad, and I'm just going to stop thinking about how i look i know it's gonna be hard though. Especially with other people around.
=(
that sucks!!!!!!

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Настроение сейчас - praying

SAd.
Depressive.
Dissapoining.
Helpless.
Hopeless.
Comepletely hopeles.

My friend called me from russian
We talked for about 5 minutes, not longer than that.
She told me that my other friend, a boy, he has a lung cancer.
It's bad.
*gonna cry*

It's always hard to lose people who mean something to you. (He is such a great guy!)

*Please, don't die*

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Here is the end of the day.
I just want to tell you that it was such a long day!
After school in a few hours me and M went out to dinner. It was very nice. I had shrimp))) I <3 shrimp! It was a really nice restaurant, but it wasn't was really matter.

" -You know what I thought today?
-No, what?
-If ain't not love i don't know what love is.
-Do you know what I thought today?
-What?
-Whatever it is I don't want to lose it... "

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......hm

Feels like it was a perfect day. All that I wanted. All that I dreamed of. Everything, well, of course in major details.
I missed my family, my sisters))) Of course I did!))))

After dinner when I got home there was family with a little kid, so... I got a job!))) My fist one. I'm gonna babysit on Saturday for about 5 hours)))
I'm excited, he's really cute... and very little.
You would say - that's great! But hen I got a message from my afs friend:

hey alina
so maresa maren and me have been planning and we could n t find a place to make a sleepover this weekend but we want to get together anyways...so:
we want to go to D.C together this saturday, feb. 16 at 11.00 at union station in washington and then just walk around, go shopping in georgetown, have fun etc..
hope you have time to come!
love
alisa


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! WHy is it always like this! It's MY CHOICE!!!!!!

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Happy Valentine’s DAY!
Well, here it is.
The real day, real miracle.

It’s been great, almost perfect.
It just my mood changes often. Yeah.
Balloons, flowers, sweets, teddy bear, happy people, smiles, cards everything is red and pink.

It’s so beautiful it makes you wanna cry. © Avril Lavigne

My first in some way Valentine’s day. I feel happy.
In the car on the way home M told me how his mom came to his lunch and gave him a balloon.
It is so sweet!
I said I always gave my parents presents… And then I felt tears rolling down my cheeks. I haven’t thought of them the whole day. Makes me feel sad. But I guess it’s alright, because I had such a wonderful day.
I didn’t expect anything.

Have you ever been in love? You can touch the moonlight. © Celine Dion

I’ll tell you more details later. I need to gather my thoughts, they all are running in opposite directions!


I LOVE YOU AND WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY.

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What is rain?
Doesn't mean for us anything. Anymore.
We don't drink it - HAHA!))) Do we need it? Sure we do! But would we care if there would be know rain?
Do a lot of people even like rain?

I rememer couple summers ago in summer when i went to the countryside to see my grandparents.. there was rainy.. I was running unders the rain, jumping, screaming, dancing............ it was amazing. There was something magical about this day.
So...
We don't care. Do we? hm...
Well, just when we're thinking about what to wear...

I always thought that there is an other world...
You know, only for people who ARE LOVED. When you are alone.. or alone and single, doesn't matter you DON'T BELONG to this SPECIAL world.
You want to be there, dreaming about it... desperately! But the irony is.. you're not there.
We all felt like this once or twice.
I don't know if there are any people who never wanted to belong to this world.
Once been there... time goes.. and for some reason you want to go back, be in it.. But when love once is gone.. there is no other way to get there.
What do you feel when you see people kissing... Just noticed them for a second.. What is your first thought?
I saw a kissing couple today and i realised that...
surprisingly i'm IN!
I'm IN!
I am in this world... I'm writing you from HERE

*Cought myself smiling in the morning in the car on the way to school*
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