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Emmy Rossum Slow Me Down Lyrics

rushing and racing and running in circles
moving so fast I'm forgetting my purpose
blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
getting nowhere

my head and my heart are colliding chaotic
pace of the world I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
I'm falling apart

save me
somebody take my hand and lead me
slow me down
don't let love pass me by
just show me how
cause I'm ready to fall

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Emmy Rossum Anymore Lyrics


When she was younger
Stood staring at the door
Waiting for the day that she knew would surely come
Tied bows in her hair
Dressed as she thought you'd like
But as time ticked away
Promises fade one by one

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Got an email from my friend.

hey!
yeah,i am back home...it is always great to be back home,especially after such a long journey....but to tell the truth i would rather be in Japan right now.I love my country,but Japan is very special to me.....it was my second time when i came back as an afs participant.It was harder to leave Japan than the States...but all the same it felt weird when i landed at the airport...you will experience it...i have done it twice,now it will be your turn...when are u coming back?
well...sorry,i was talking only about myself....how are u?what's new?
Sasha

(PS: he was an exchange student like me now twice..)

It made me think how I'll lend in the airport.
Impossible to imagine.
Too hard to think of it....
Need to get some sleep i guess.
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I'm so mad!
I don't know where to start!
Ash just ....uhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She went to get her prom dress and I knew about from her friend.
she never told me!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
I'm so mad!
Nobody is gonna go shopping for the prom dress with me. How o I get it? Doesn't she know that I want one!???
I think my emotions are going out of control right now!
I talked to her! I thought our relations will get better!!!!!!!
No... Too bad!!!!!!! I'm so angryyyyyy!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAa!!

Last time I told her if she wants to go to see Step up 2 with us she was like "NO!" That's all she said.
It yurned out later it was her boyfrind's birthday that day...
MEAN!!!!! Why is she like that????
I feel like crap right now...
Why is that bothers me so much?????????????

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Настроение сейчас - messed up

Today was such a great day!
I went to Drama competition with Cajsa, it was fun to see her even for a couple hours. Too bad she lives 2 hours away...

Then I went out to eat with M. It was fun.

After we went to Trevor's bend show. There were a whole bunch of people.
It seemed that everything got out of control for a moment:
*Me, being outside with a guy in the COLD! He's a boyfriend of the girl that M used to like.. Talking to him about weird stuff... like drugs..
*Being at the party with drugs and fighting people.
*And don't forget alcohol..
Yeah, M was going crazy, too excited, he said it's just because I look too good. ha.
Tought that I do a lot what my parents wouldn't want me to do.
Like eating icecream when it's COLD outside....
Being wrong myself..
Tonight I felt like I'm in the wrong place with WRONG people..
It's not like I don't fit, I can if I want to...
Were in the car going to the icecream place he said what's wrong.
I said - nothing.
He didn't see the single tear rolling down my cheek. The only one.
I thought I miss my friends.
I fit there.
I don't need to try hard or ever to fit.
It hurts..........

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Sometimes we wake up and think: "Yeah! This morning is gona be good!"
It's just a decidion you make for yourself..
Usually it depends on how many hours you were sleeping and what happened the day before... an what is going to happen today.
I can say that it's a Good Morning. I got all the factors except get a lot of sleep.
I feel the imternal sunshine.

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Yeah! My school got cancelled today! But the weather is alright... no snow =(
Instead of sleeping the whole day I was woken up and asked to babysit for 4 hours.
I've done that...
Tonight meeting up with M, haven't seen him all day!))))
Tomorrow is gonna be another show of "Aftermath". Big party, last time it was like 50 people, this time more than that...
Talked to my family on the phone today... ))) always a good thing! Miss everyone!!!
They went to The factory of stars' concert) Lucky! But i don't know anyone from it...

wanna stay at home and don't want to go to school tomorrow.
That would be cool...
Just do nothing... being lazy!
Want a day off.
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Everything's fine, except few not noticable things.

Today was a good day. Good means not boring, slightly tiring and I feel better. I'n not over my cough yet though. But I will. Or like I used to say "I'm gonna kill myself with a spoon" Coz this cough drives me crazy!!

Tomorrow is gonna be a great day!
It's my sister's birthday! She is gonna be 9!!! Hard to believe, and I remember so well the day when she was born! I was at Juju's flat... We were playing this game with books... Very intertaining)))) It was 9 years ago! I feel so old!))))))))
For that day, I, actually, wanna be there fo her.
Too bad I can't travel in space.
Would be cool to be there in a bling of an eye!
Impossible.....

The best country song ever..

wanna share with ya!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2PWfB4lurT4

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Before, after and someone in between........

I wanna make up a story. A really short one, so you won't be bored.

Once a pona time there was a little girl.
She was a nornal, not unusual, "just like evrybody else" girl.
But her parents told her there was magic. And she was a princess for them . She was getting what she wanted most of the time.
I mean she was loved, he parents were there for her. They loved her more than anything in the world and cared about her.
By the way she used to know 2 angels. She saw them in her life and knew them as long as she remembered herself. They were guiding her, leading her, helping her, playing with her and simply were her best friends. They had a lot of really great time.
And life was amazing.
But one day she realized she is not a little girl anymore, her angels are not with her, and she can't see her parents.
And the whole world tured around. There was just a small ray of sunshine somewhere, but she couldn't figure out where it was, because it was snowing......
"Need my kingdom back" she said.
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Snow is like a white magic.
We can see how it's trying.
Trying to make everything look white.\
Pure.
Clean.
It tries to cover dark and unperfect.
But there is always gonna be dark or unperfect, whatever you goon do. Forever.
I would go outside and just stand under the falling from the sky snow. White and fast, like a million fairies... Magic. And come clean.
Butit is not always easy.
No, I mean it's just cold outside..................
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The river of lost thoughts.. Would be a cool name for a book.
I feel like I'm lost in myself sometimes, and sometimes I understand things that I used to ignore and had no idea they existed...
Ok.
It's snowing outside. Don't want to go to school tomorrow. I was a snowday. I would sleep the whole day...
Feel a little better, but have a headache that doen't want to go away.
I don't know what to write.
Well, lets see... Today was a good lunch. I used to like lunch last semester. You would too, if you seat with friends. Today I was sitting with Jessica (There is a picture of her in the begnning of my phto album.) We used to hang out more. We went to kings dominion together, and I wasn't ating M at that time. It was long ago. So I quess I want to seat with her and some other people now. Coz it actually was fun... It's always nice to see people who interested in you, asking you questions about your life and etc.
Well, now it's just different.
I look just like everybody else. In America people wouldn't be surprized to see somebody from Anywhere!
Acsent? Of course I have it, I don't even try to deny it.
But here a lot of people have different acsents... So.
It's not like I'm like everybody else. But you can't really tell.
Whu am i writing that? Aaaaaaanyways...... I guess it was anouther of my lost thoughts.

thanx =]
hey i forgot to tell you my phone number my home number is 781 593 4514 and here is my cell just in case 978317 8072

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