В колонках играет - I'm Not OK - My Chemical Romance

....комната моя меня достала....голубые обои...бе....хочу черные.......хочу прямо сейчас оказаться в тёмном замке...с вампирами....летучими крысками...с воронами...с ящирицами...змейками(которые не кусаюца)....где темно и страшно..тепло....и готично...и нет там всяких попсяков...гопников...только близкие люди...(мда....близкими я могу назвать только некоторых друзей...но ни в коем случае родственников...бе...попсяки)......хочу в далекую страну...в сказку....готическую....да.....и чтобы много готики...и вечный интернет...без всяких урков...и грозу хочу сильную...чтоб земля тряслась....ы...и двд с готикой...и вампирами...и оборотнями...хочу....!!

В колонках играет - The Face Of God - H-I-M - Killing Lonelyness
Настроение сейчас - ы

...на Хим чаво-то потянуло...сегоднядня приводила в порядок состояние комнаты....точнее развешивала плакаты...вырезки клеила....(lol...чтоб красиво было)...щас у мя около 50-ти плакатов....и куча вырезок на стенах...Green Day...MCR...Good Charlotte...HIM...Nirvana...LOTR...Elijah Wood...воть...щас красиво...ы...

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В колонках играет - Apocalyptica - Hope

id=15892">What My Chemical Romance Band Member Are YOU!
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Gerard Way
Leader and really cute too! Love You

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Where was your soul born


Your soul was born in Space.
Your soul was born in the Darkness of Space. You are pessimistic, cold and distant and Darkness is your element. You're a little like Blood, but you don't just naturally hate. Something really bad has happened and instead of getting seriously depressed like Ice, you got filled with anger. You're telling yourself that you want to be alone, but the truth is that you don't really know what you want yet. Maybe loneliness isn't the right way? You try to focus on yourself and dont want to give attention to anything or anyone. You want people to think that you're a horrible person so they might stay away from you. Isn't this just a way of running away from your problems and fears? Take control of your own life again! You can't hide forever. People can be nice you know.

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What Quote Are You?


Heartbreak Quotes

"I never stopped loving you, I just stopped letting it show"

"The easy part is hating you, the hard part is admitting i will love you forever."

"At this point in time, I'm okay with me and you and what I've become, but I'm counting the days and nights until i can hear a love song without wanting to cry."

"Sometimes, no matter how long or hard you've loved someone, they will never love you back"

"Is it wrong for me not to want to fall asleep because I'm afriad that i will dream of him?"

"I picked up the phone but all i heard was the dial tone...i really heard it ring this time."

"I fell for you, but you didnt catch. Now im lying on this cold hard floor and I dont know what to do..."
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Title: Which Movie Are You?

X-men! You are a daredevil who would do anything! You love the outdoors and have heaps of enargy. You don't always like animals, but dogs are cool. You like being part of the in-crowd and love mucking about!

What Type Of Spirit Is Your Soul?


Your soul spirit is very suicidal. You hate your life and use that hatred to harm other people. You have to stop and get over it.
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Your own Love story!(Girls only)


Your love story-"Persephone,please be carful,these Vampires are much stronger then what you might be used to."your father said trying to warn you."Its alright father,i can handle it."You said hugging him gently.Then got back to sharpening your sword and polishing your guns.Your father sighed and sank back into his chair."I cant believe that i must send my daughter to kill Vampires.A princess is not suppose to be a Vampire Slayer."He said looking at you."As a king,i should go instead of you."he said with tears welling in his eyes.You turned around,and sat by him."Father,I am one of the best Vampire slayers there are,and the fact that i am a princess has nothing to do with it.And father,your not well,you are weak.There would be no way i would send you after them."you said stroking his hand.He took in a deep breath and said."Persephone,my daughter,please be carful,and if anything happens,if anything goes wrong,forget about the team and get out."he said in a seriouse tone."But father i just can abandone the team!"you said looking up at him."Persephone i already told all the Vampire slayers on your team,the understand the circumstances and will sacrafice themselves for you,you are the princess"he said sternly."I understand father."you said then got up.You walked out side,and saw all of your fellow Vampire Slayers.Your father used to be the leader,but since he grew old and got weak,you now are the leader of the group."Lets go"you said and everyone got into their cars and Motorcylces.You walked over to your black motorcycle and hopped on."This should be fun"you said putting on your sun glasses.You all drove until you reached the Vampire Manor.YOu have been planing this night for months.And now it was time.all of you barged into the mansion,and ran in all different directions.You slowly stalked up the stairs,and went into the door at the top of them.You already heard shooting,and knew that the fighting had already started.You were sure that no Vampire would be left alive in this house,they were caught off guard.You slowly opend the door,and when you walked in you saw a handsome Vampire sitting at a desk,reading something.You brought your gun up automaticaly seeing him.Then he brought his eyes up to you.You stalled for a moment,seeming to be in a transe,but as soon as you shook off the feeling,The Vampire was in front off you in and instant.You tried to pull the trigger put you couldent.He pushed you against the wall,and was about to bite your neck,when he hesitated.He looked up at your eyes,and was in the same transe you were in previously.He quickly kissed your lips,and was gone when the door opend.One of your Vampire Slayers came in."Princess Persephone,are you alright."he asked in a strained voice."Yes,yes im fine."you said stunned."I think we've taken care of all the Vampires in this house,but Raze was bitten."he said looking at you.you were still in amazment."Take Raze home immdietly,before he starts to turn."you said slowly."Are you sure your alright Persephone?"he asked you worridly."Yes im fine."You said walking out with him.You went straight home,and went to bed.All that night you tossed and turned,you were troubled.You couldnt believe that you couldnt kill That Vampire.Had you become weak?You didnt know.Then another thought crossed your mind.He couldnt kill YOU either.Your eyes shot open and you saw him sitting in a chair accross from you."Hello Persephone"he said in a deep voice.you got out of your bed,and he stood up from his chair.You grabbed a knife that was under your pillow."What are you doing here?"you asked holding the knife out in front of you."Please persephone,my name is Vincent.I was lord of the Vampire house you raided tonight.The reason i came here was because i cant stop thinking about you,we are suppose to be mortal enemies,but i cannot stop thinking about you."he said slowly walking over to you."and i know you must have been thinking about me."he said taking you in his arms.You didnt want to admit it,but you slightly shook your head and said."Yes,i-i have"he held you tightly and kissed you.When he drew away,he saw your neck,and turned away from you looking away."There is only one way we can ever be togeher,persephone."he said slowly."What are you talking about?"you asked still standing in your same stop."If we are to be together,you must turn for me.......you must let me turn you into a Vampire."He said turning around and walking towards you."NO NEVER!"you said taking a step back from him."Yes persephone,you must,i know that i cant live without you,but i couldnt be with you as a human,I would...........the thirst would be to strong."He said walking over to you,and he kissed you."Vincent i cant,and i wont."you said angirly."Please Persephone,dont make me live this life of immortality alone."he said holding you."Vincent,i......i"and before you knew it you felt his fangs sink into your neck,and then you blacked out.
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Do you like/ love someone?


YOU LiKE/LOVE SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T LiKE/LOVE YOU BACK
YOU REALLY LiKE/LOVE SOMEONE. BUT THEY EiTHER LiKE/LOVE SOMEONE ELSE OR DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU.

В колонках играет - Apocalyptica - Hope

What Guys Are Looking at You? (Girls Only, Unless You're Gay)

The emo boy has been looking at you and liking what he's been seeing. You're pretty, in a different sort of way. You're not fake and preppy, but you're real and can speak your mind, and he likes that. You're emo boy likes that you can rock out to AFI and Linkin Park with him, but also be in a serious relationship without making it your whole life.

В колонках играет - Apocalyptica - Hope

You scored as Emo. Emo 70% Gothic 50% Punk 40% Preppy 30% Geek 20% Jock 0% Ghetto 0%

Are you punk, ghetto, gothic, preppy, etc.
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э...честно сказать, я даже не думала, что я Эмо...странно...конечно в этом нет ничего плохого....но кажется меня всегда привлекала готика....а об Эмо я узнала буквально месяца два назад....а то что ЯА? - эмо....единственный человек, кто мне об этом сообщил - это Катя...только после этого я серьёзно задумалась....хм...

В колонках играет - Apocalyptica - Hope

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[показать] Жизнь — это боль... Однажды бритва войдет в запястье слишком глубоко...

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В колонках играет - Thank You For The Venom - My Chemical Romance

*взято у bittersweet666*

Лучше житть одним днём.Если ты начнёшь задумываться о том , что происходит, ты просто рехнёшься.Иногда хочется засунуть пальцы в розетку, чтобы проверить, что при этом будешь чувтствовать.Чтобы потом больше никогда этого не делать.

Любовь действительно погребение сердец.Влюбиться-самый верный способ прикончить собственное сердце.Ведь оно тебе больше не принадлежит.

Если ты просыпаешься в хорошем настроении, то к вечеру тебе становиться хреново.Но если ты просыпаешься и тебе уже хреново, то тогда твоя задача хоть как то убить время до вечера

Жизнь-хорошая штука, и чтобы не случилось, продолжай жить. Продолжай притворяться что всё ОК и ты cам в это поверишь.

нет безвыходных положений,кроме смерти. Никогда не опускайте рук. Пока мы живём, мы способны улучшать свою жизнь...

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В колонках играет - Green Day.....
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In the streets of shame
Where you've lost your dreams in the rain
There's no sign of hope
The stems and seeds of the last of the dope

In the crowd of pain.
St. Jimmy comes without any shame
He says “we're fucked up”
But we're not the same
And mom and dad are the ones you can blame

Jimmy died today
He blew out his brains into the bay
In the state of mind
Is my own private suicide

Well nobody cares
Well nobody cares
Does anyone care if nobody cares?
Well nobody cares
Well nobody cares
Does anyone care if nobody cares?

Just wanna be free
Is there a responsibility
Get me out of here right now
This lifelike dream ain't for me

And your still not here
Dreaming of a song
But something went wrong
And you can't tell anyone
'Cause noone's here

I'm thinking were'd you go
Nobody likes you
Everyone left you
They're all out without you
Havin' fun
Where'd you go?
Everyone left you
Nobody likes you
They're all out without you
Havin' fun
Where'd you go?

So send my love a letterbomb
And visit me in hell
We're the ones going....



Take away the sensation inside
Bittersweet migraine in my head
It's like a throbbing toothache of the mind
I can't take this feeling anymore.......

В колонках играет - Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day
Настроение сейчас - ААА....рыдаю....убейте меня.....

...ну за что мне такое?....ладно....сама знаю....я этого достойна....страдать и мучиться до конца своей короткой жизни(я знаю что короткой....долго я не протяну)но за что?...я много сделала такого за что меня надо наказать....но зачем же на всю жизнь?...ААА....щас расплачусь....почему я такая идиотка....глупая лонерша...ну СКОЛЬКО это будет продолжаться......это больно....очень....не хочу терпеть...почему нельзя быть как камень, и ничего не чувствовать....?...почему эти гребаные эмоции пересиливают меня?? ну ПОЧЕМУ?...нельзя жить без всего этого?...оААААА!.... ....даже ночью мне снится всё на одну тему...я даже спать нормально не могу...одно и тоже...чем дальше, тем хуже.....я не могу забыться....ПОЧЕМУ я такая? ...ПОЧЕМУ я ничего не могу сделать, сколько я не пыталась?...so hard...sooo hard...stupid ass!!!...uaaaaa!!...oh...наверно я никогда не смогу "взять себя в руки"...почему я не такая как все?...зачем я вообще родилась?....а всё из-за моего грёбаного папши....который бросил меня еще до рождения...ну почему он сделал это?...неужели нельзя было исправить ситуацию?....моя судьба началась еще в утробе...сначала он....а потом и все кого я люблю....сейчас наступает трудная часть моей грёбаной жизни, когда всё идет наперекосяк...и не знаю почему....но мне его не хватает...хоть я и совсем не знаю его....и он не знает меня...но если бы он был здесь...со мной...может всё было бы подругому....ну хотя бы чуточку...но он ушел ничуть не сожалея....и врятли помнит о своей "ошибке молодости"...никто не знает....но мне плохо без него....сама не знаю почему....он не знает как мне плохо без него............я пытаюсь держаться....но предел есть всему....и наступает момент...я сломалась...не могу....нет сил........вот сейчас рыдаю....странно....в последнеее время я впадала только в ступор...а сейчас прорвало....только сейчас дошло, что это мое больная тема...я никому не говорила как мне больно....да и врятли кому есть до этого дело....он никогда не вернётся....хоть он и не умер....но для меня это так и есть.....это первая рана, нанесенная мне еще до рождения...ЗАЧЕМ он бросил меня?

Like my father's come to pass
Fourteen years has gone so fast...

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars...

Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are....

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost....

впадаю в кому......

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В колонках играет - White Light - Gorillaz

...the cold...cold...cold....

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В колонках играет - Skylines and Turnstiles - My Chemical Romance.....

Наконец я дома!!!...Катя...Ира....только не обижайтесь....меня там вся семейка задолбала...вот я и смылась...каникулы всётаки, а они канают...отдохнуть не дают....не высыпаюсь....кузээн достал!(Idiot)...по дому соскучилась...по и-нету...по одиночеству(в квартире без всяких урков)...да и надоело слоняться по улицам в двоем...от магазина к лавочке....а у Кати не получилось погулять...ну и смысл?....но щас хоть высплюсь...