vot prishla s raboti. Zamuchennaia no davolnaia. Davolnaia iz za "diana" i iz za dinki konechno. Hochetsa vnimania bezumno!!!!!!!!!!1
ochen strannaia u menia sudba. Uje vtaroi raz ia vrode kak skemto, no vse ravno odna... Mne prosto nujno, niobhadimo oshushat chto ia komuto nujna, chto ktoto obomne dumaet. Nu chto eto za otnashenia deistvitelno kogda ia ego viju raz v dve nedeli. Mne eto tejelo mne nujno bolshego, tem bolee shto vserdtse u menia vso ravno ne on, a "dian". Hota esli chestno to uje menshe
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Dianchika videla, sideli razgovarivali okolo2 chasov kak stranno, mne i grusno i smeshno... I hochetsa pobitsa golovoi ob stenu! Mne na dushe segodna ne legko, i vso izza vas mozgimoi...
Krishu rvot i hochetsa vsplaknut, no vrode kak stidno shtoli??? I kak nazlo u dinki telefon zakritii ves den... Dolbannii segodna den! Pobistreibi on zakonchilsa!!!!
Ia pishu etu strochku mechtaia o nebe
O sinem i serom, o dobrom i zlom.
O nebe bez grani prekrasnom i silnom
Nadeias, chto vse mi tuda popadom...
Ono daiot svobodu misli
V polote skuchnih serih dnei
I nochiu vseh nas ukrivaet
Ot mislei chopornih ludei.
Ono tak manet i zovet
I sozdaiotsa vpechatlenie,
Chto oblaka vsevolish pyh,
prekrasnoi ptitsi operenie.
Poroi ono bivaet zlim
I nas pygaet chornoi tuchei
Dojdom osennim prolevnim
Pitaetsa nas zdelat luchshe.
A letom zoltim ogonkom
ono nas solntsa opoliaet
I priznaiomsa mi sebe:
"prikrasnei neba nebivaet!"
vot kapalas ia vknigah i vot chto nashla. MNe ochen ponravilos, pomoemu chistaia pravda.
Dolgie tisecheletia vo vseh ugolkah zamnogo shara jenskaia gordost i duhovnost skrivalis v glubine, pokornii gospodstvu patriarhalnih sil. Semia, rabota, gosudarstvo, religioznii pravila - vsudy jenskaia kultyra bila podavlena, jenskoie nachalo v muzchinah i jenshinah razmivalos i unichtojalos etimi sistemami, kotorie boialis vipustit na voluego mogushestvo. Sledstviami stali uvidanie i poteria chelovechnosti, ygroza iadernoi voini, otriv ot prirodi i "kolesa jizni", perenaselenie i povsemesnaia nnisheta, polnaia utrata umenia istselat psihicheski i fizicheski. Podavlenie i otritsanie sili jizni, ygnetenie jenshin i pogrujenie v dremotu togo jenskogo nachala, kotoroe sushestvuet vo vsem, stali povsemesnimi, no nastupivshaia uje ERA VODOLEIA nachinaet vosstanavlivat Koleso, hotia i obeshaet bit ochen slojnoi dla vsego chelovechestva. Jenshini vozrajdaut svou jiznennau sily, a myzchini otkrivaut eio v sebe. Jenskaia duhovnost vnov obretaet ravnovesie i istselaet Zemlu vo blago vseh ludei, myzchin i jenshin.
Velikaia Bogina, sozidatelnaia sila jenskogo nachala, nikogda ne ostavlala nas. Nesmotra na neveroiatnie presledovania so starani patriarhalnosti, docheri i materi, jritsi, vozlublennie, vedunii i volshebniki oboih polov sushestvovali vsegda i prodoljaut sushestvovat krepko ukrepiv svoi pozitsii v nastupivshei ere vodoleia.
Nu prosto na redkost interesnaia kniga! Da vot esho nashla shtoto interesnoe i poleznoe dla ludei imeushih otnashenie k magii:
Kalendar Vikki: 22 dekabra - zimnee solntsestoianie, rojdestvo
2 fevrala - den brigidi, sretenie( imbolc )
21 marta - vesenneie ravnodenstvie, Eostar
1 maia - prazdnik kostrov ili maiskaia nich
22 iiuna - letnee solntsestoianie, Lita( litha )- noch seredini leta
1 avgusta - prazgnik urojaia, Lughnassad ili prazdnik zalonih pobegov
22 sentabra - Samhain, den vseh svatih, novii god
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chto to ia nimnogo zagrustila. Navernoe potamushto vsetaki ne razbilas ia na etom gruzovike, hota bila blizka k etomu ;) .
Segodna novii vodila bil u menia, voobshe v armii novii. Vodit ne umeet tak mi s razmahu chut bilo v semitreiler ne viehali. Bezumno ispugalas chestno govora, a potom podumala a chto bi bilo eslibi mi razbilis. Zivaia bi ia tochno ostalas, a vot eslibi v bolnitsu popala bilobi daje interesno navernoe... Nu chto eto ia za gluposti takie gavaru???? Slava bogu chto vso oboshlos... I vseje ia eto tajelo perenisla.
" moia pesn bila leshina motiva, no zato eio horom ne spet!
nedivo chto v nagradu mne za takie rechi svoih nog nikto nekladot na plechi..."
Vernulas iz armii posle nochi. Ustavshaia sof!!!!!!
nu chtoj, ia uje dve nedeli nichego neslishala ot "diana". posle togo kak ia pozvala ego ssaboi na den rojdenie, bolshe neslova. Nu i poshol on kuda podalshe! Hvatit nadoelo mne vsa eto murna!!!!! Tak chto pokashto ia s Dinkoi... On komne opat priezjal na vihodnii. Pogulali vobshemto niploho, esli ne schitat togo chto mne anka razbila lokot i koleno i chto eio s marishloi v kontse abakrali
. krome etogo pogulali klasno. V tarantino vstretila Tofika I Pashku.
No samii klas u menia bil v shabat. Ia na kontsert БИ2 hodila. bilo klasno kak vsegda
sorvala sebe golos, no nicho zato neeneti!
V sentebre u nih vihodit novii albom. Kak tolko viidet pobegu pokupat...
brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...............................................
ubeite menia poskaree... ![]()
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Настроение сейчас - niponatnoe
artist: The Rasmus lyrics
title: Not Like The Other Girls
album: Dead Letters
No more blame I am destined to keep you sane
Gotta rescue the flame
Gotta rescue the flame in your heart
No more blood, I will be there for you my love
I will stand by your side
The world has forsaken my girl
I should have seen it would be this way
I should have known from the start what she's up to
When you have loved and you've lost someone
You know what it feels like to lose
She's fading away
Away from this world
Drifting like a feather
She's not like the other girls
She lives in the clouds
She talks to the birds
Hopeless little one
She's not like the other girls I know
No more shame, she has felt too much pain, in her life
In her mind she's repeating the words
All the love you put out will return to you
Da segodna ia nabralas smelosti i pozvanila H'= chernii idiot. On konechno so mnoi sporil i pitalsa seba pereubedit, no ia staiala na svoiom i on togda nachal naezjat. Nu ia neby=ut duroi toje na nego naehala. Vkontse vsoo zakonchilos krasivo. On skazal chto ego telefo otkrit vsegda i on vsegda budet tam dla menia esli mne budet nado, posle chego on skazal dosvedania nimnogo plachushem golosom i mi polojili trubki.
Poasle etogo mne stalo strashno i stranno... Poevilis razanie somnenia. Hotia ia znau chto eto edinstvenno pravilnii vihod mne bilo ochen tiajelo posle togo kak ia povesila trubku. U menia daje sliozi potekli no ia bistro uspakoilas.
I moi misli srazu pereshli na "dianchika" moego. Ia ego obojau!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ia ochen hochu bit s niim i nadeus chto mi vso je vernomsa...
mua mua mua... soskuchilas uje... hochu knemu... hochu bit snim i tolko snim...
ia ego lubluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Videla vchera moego "diana de bellflora". Razgovarivali razgovarivali razgovarivali... On mne skazal chto emu prosto nuzno zakonchit bagrut i mi uvidemsa :) . Kogda ia vihodila iz mashini ia nabralas smelosti skazat emu chto ia soskuchilas, on poimal menia za ruku, ia ulibnulas v otvet i ushla...
"V gorode moiom ia napishu na nebe:
mne nezachem imet etot gorod bez tebia
vgorode moiom tolko ti vsegda vsegda vsegda..."
Vot idiotskoe nastroenie. Net ne mislei ne jelanii nikakih. Hochetsa lech i smotret v patalok, nedvigaias, nerazgovarivaia ni skem, nidumaia. Daje eto len delat
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Shas smotrela programu Urganta. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooi kakaia je on lapusaaaaaaaaaaa. Ia na nego smotret spakoino ne magu. Lapochka lapochka lapochka........ Nimnogo napominaet mne diana moego, hota konechno ochen otdalenno. Interesno esli on sam znaet naskolko u nego izraeltanskaia vneshnost?????
Oi Vania vania. Bil bo ti poblije
da ne shuchu konechno shuchu.
NYMTHETAMINE ( fix ):
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Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance to the moon
As we did in those golden days
Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay
Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key
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niznau eti konechni komu kak no mne ochen nravitsa eta pesna. Niznau pochemu no ia segodna dovolnaia jizniu. Nakonets to ia preodolele svoi dushevnii zaskoki :) . Mne harasho i ia znau chto on uje radom...