В колонках играет - Дельфин - Я люблю людейpositive feelings may destort the objectivity of our world outlook and can sometimes be even dangerous... in certain situations, with certain people. if you wanna not only survive but also live the way you like, forget about illusions and never idealize this world in any way.
besides, some of the so-called positive feelings can be even more harmful than disappointment, fear, indifference or even hate and anger... they may even seriously damage your health - like love, for example, - which was recently admitted by the scientists to be a dangerous mental disease.
on the other hand, the instinctive psychologic defendance reaction against negative feelings creates an emotional shield from their free expression - you stop trusting people and therefore lessen your chances to be misunderstood or even betrayed by "friends". instead one starts recycling the negative feelings into some rational ways to solve the problems which caused them... one can never get rid of the cause of their depression just by getting rid of their shitty mood.
besides depression makes us feel and perceive the world in a more sober way... when depressed, we know that everything's just b a d , and when something suddenly appears to be not such a crap, it makes us really happy... well, at least in my humble opinion based on my own experience.
plus, haven't you ever noticed, how does shitty mood doubles our energy and even reveals sone hidden potentials? personally i, while being down, sometimes find myself doing things i never suspected to be capable of... so fuck smiles and "being happy"... when you expect nothing you a l w a y s get more than you expect... well, if you're still alive, of course)*and if you ain't you just wouldn't be able to read this another piece of... flood*
...holy fuck, now i feel really happy about being depressed) philosophy is our everything:D