loveshka (23:55:36): i dont know u
loveshka (23:56:02): u r tooo rude.not like me.
loveshka (23:56:06): not cool.
loveshka (23:56:09): bye
balsac3000 (23:56:13): you dont understand, this is what i was always afraid of
loveshka (23:56:28): of what
balsac3000 (23:57:35): you can have any guy you want, im pretty sure they always hit on you, but sopposedly you chose me, idk why but i fell in love with you and messed things up and now im trying my best to keep our relationship together
balsac3000 (23:58:27): i really am sorry, i never meant to hurt you or upset you or make you feel bad in any way
balsac3000 (23:59:22): you are everything to me
balsac3000 (23:59:22): i love you
balsac3000 signed off at 23:59:41.

balsac3000 (0:03:55): do you understand what i am afraid of ?
loveshka (0:04:03): no
balsac3000 (0:05:15): you are always around guys that want you
balsac3000 (0:05:55): i am the lucky one who soppsoedly you "love"
loveshka (0:05:58): aaand...im always around guys cuz i hate gurlz...i cant talk bout shopping and pink stuff
loveshka (0:06:14): idk this word
loveshka (0:06:22): soppsoedly?
balsac3000 (0:06:42): neh its not important just read the rest of the messege
loveshka (0:07:15): ooo.
balsac3000 (0:07:36): i am constantly scared i might lose you
balsac3000 (0:08:06): and god forbid we break up, i am done with relationships (dating)
loveshka (0:08:28): forbid?
balsac3000 (0:08:55): boshe upasyi
loveshka (0:09:04): ooo.
balsac3000 (0:09:40): you are the only girl i ever felt anything for
loveshka (0:11:23): i think i should of never even know anything bout u.cuz im scared that i might destroy ur life like i did to lots of guyz.but ...i am only one for u!? than i'm not going to break up.i'm confused.
balsac3000 (0:12:00): do you believe any of the things i say about how i feel about you?
balsac3000 (0:13:22): i dont need to to be with me becuase you feel bad for me, i am not forcing you to be with me, i told you never to say i love you inless youmean it, you told me you love me and i believed you but now i dont know how you feel about me
balsac3000 (0:15:24): ..i am only one for u!? than i'm not going to break up.i'm confused. were you thinking of breaking up?
loveshka (0:15:37): i'm always trying to breake up only for one reason...i dont want to hurt myself...when i love someone im trying to kill myself....thats stupid ..i know..i'm CONFUSED....idk how i fell cuz i cant feel anything no hate no love no friendship

balsac3000 (0:17:07): then why didd you say "i love you, i mean it"?
loveshka (0:17:26): i felt like
balsac3000 (0:17:38): like what?
balsac3000 (0:18:54): if you are with me just so youhave a boyfreind, dont
balsac3000 (0:19:11): you know how i feel about you
loveshka (0:19:13): i love bu t now..i still think that i cant love...i dont have it i dont have it to aanyone...and i wouldnt have it ...each person can love only once in all life...i lost my chance
balsac3000 (0:19:58): do you believe in second chances? they are granted to every one
balsac3000 (0:20:26): you have a second chance
loveshka (0:20:43): how u know that i do

balsac3000 (0:22:00): becuase after all the shit you put me thruough, like telling me youlove someone else on my bday, sorry to bring it up, after all that, notig has changed about the way i feel about you
balsac3000 (0:23:31): and if something happens and we break up, i will always remember the spring break i spent with you
loveshka (0:24:03): but i love d him,,,,and he just cytted my heart into million of tiny hearts....
loveshka (0:24:08): i just need u here
loveshka (0:24:14): next to me
balsac3000 (0:24:44): those last three words you wrote were the most painfull thing i have ever read
balsac3000 (0:25:09): becuase from the begining i warned you about how far apart we are
balsac3000 (0:25:36): you have no idea how much i want to be next to you
balsac3000 (0:26:12): which reminds me, june first i might come to baltimore might
loveshka (0:26:24): y
balsac3000 (0:26:52): some hilday and no school in new york, but its only for the weekemnd
balsac3000 (0:26:53): *holiday
balsac3000 (0:27:57): thats not the point, what i am trying to say, i am your second chance
loveshka (0:28:31): 3rd
balsac3000 (0:28:37): wow
balsac3000 (0:28:42): ok 3rd
balsac3000 (0:28:57): no second
balsac3000 (0:29:09): you only have 2 chances
balsac3000 (0:29:16): dont ask why
loveshka (0:29:46): first one dead for me 2 one i would never forge tbout him...u 3rd?whats going to happen now?
balsac3000 (0:30:16): i will never leave you no mattter what

balsac3000 (0:30:45): not even death can keep me from you
loveshka (0:30:51): but me.
loveshka (0:31:01): what if i will
loveshka (0:31:14): i dont want it happen
loveshka (0:31:19): but what if
balsac3000 (0:31:37): i will be hurt and done with relationships, but i will always love you no matter what
balsac3000 (0:31:37): i am trying to get you to see that
loveshka (0:32:18): i know what ur talking bout...thats y,
loveshka (0:32:24): i g2g.
loveshka (0:32:26): bye
balsac3000 (0:32:39): if you believe any of the things i told you , you wont leave me
balsac3000 (0:32:47): if not
balsac3000 (0:32:54): i love you and thats it
balsac3000 (0:33:16): call me tomrow
balsac3000 (0:33:18): ?