I don't like this, if you look back at my previous post about ''bad people- being good friends'' you'll see that it doesn't agree with my recent one, @ all. That bothers me, does it mean I can't keep my mind on the same thing for more than a day? But...bad people..can't, they can't be good friends. What ever before made me think otherwise. Liars can't be good people either, & definitely. can't be good, reliable friends.


But I was waiting, not to feel pity, not to him come crying to me, not in that sense tho. In the sense that his ''good'' friend will fuck him over, & he'll simply realize that I was there for him more than his great friend was, His ''good'' friend waited 2 weeks for him to call first becau
se his ''good'' friend had been done wrong ONCE in his lil miserable life, which he did to people more than once. He didn't call him back, UNTIL his birthday, & NONE of his friends got him bday gifts, except...m ...just one. Just in that sense. I have truly good friends, who (believe it or not) care about the person I'm with, & if I do something wrong they tell me, they stand up for the person who I choose to be my second half. & I'm okay with that, actually, I'm great with that. Too bad someone who ''loved'' me doesn't care that his friends don't give a fuck about me...or him (which he's in denial of, at least one of them, to4no.)


I love Anna, & her ''special'' ways to bring up my mood.
I got a call @ like 1 am... ''Lena! Look @ Alex's facebook status!''
''Okay, and?''
''I think he's talking about you...''
''Anna, I hardly doubt Alex thinks I'm a pedophile..''
''What's a pedophile???''
...but that's a whole different story, btw, she's 21. =]