This is what happens when you try to get back @ people. Everything turns against you & hits you in the face, when you least expect it. Though I know I got through tougher shit, in comparison, this is N0THING.
I always know things in the back of my mind, always, but I never let them actually get through to me, so I spend months & months lying- to myself. I know right off the bat, who wants what, & why. Honestly, right now I'm not sure of anything, w.e. happens- happens- oh well. I know I got a long life ahead of me, so I know it ain't the last time. So I'll make sure to be ready next time...