well, let me be a little bit extraordinary. something should be done with me or i'll break my life. i can't say exactly what has gone wrong with me, but i can't push myself to do something anymore... so, if it goes this way in the near future, i'll be very-very.... indifferent. i don't want to be indifferent. it makes me be scared.
so who can help me EXCEPT me? no one.
это несправедливо, что я вдруг стала такая дура. взять себя в руки - и то не выходит. вправьте мне мозги.