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Я чувствую себя как в этой песне...

Rihanna - Unfaithful
Story of my life
searching for the right
but it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
'cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
He's more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
The coulds are rollin' in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to hurt him anymore
I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be... a murderer

I feel it in the air
as I'm doin' my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss upon my cheek
as he reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say "I won't be long. Just hangin' with the girls."
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well

'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to hurt him anymore
I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be... a murderer

Our love
his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't want to do this
anymore
whoa-oooh
anymore...

And I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't want to hurt him anymore
I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be... a murderer - oh

A murderer



Всё чаще думаю о нём... Боюсь понидельника... Боюсь его взгляда! [Что будет и как будет?]
Сегодня хочу поговорить со своим парнем...
Всё! Пора разрывать отношения...
Их не стоило и начинать...
Но так уж случилось!
Я должна была убедиться, что не люблю его больше...
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