God, at least, you know, that i was honest, and really said what i saw. And i don't understand why is he boasting of everything he is doing for you.
Why I see, i know other people who is doing a lot of work for God, who is lonely, Freda, for example, she doesn't make an impression of old lady who is complaining about her lonliness, but he did.
Common, maybe it's because i've been thinking of myself as of greate conselor and phsycologist. Feelings are very complex right now. I wish he wouldn't write back to me.
Oh yeh, he finds it interesting that we were talking about his marrige with me, while with his other friends he rearly talks about it.wow, I find it interesting too, even suspicious. And another thing, why did he change his attude to me, when he found out how old I am. I don't like it. He started treated me like an adult women. God, i don't understand why am I so angry, but i'm glad i can pour it out to you. You see, I want to brake any relations with him. Why does he call me everyweek then? Friends? I have a lot of good freinds whom i was knowing for years, and they don't call me every week, twice a week.
I know I sounded like a kid, and now I feel ashaimed i told him what i've thought. But you told that if only those who are like kids will reach your kingdom. I also, belive you gave me this willnes to write him a letter like this. And also I don't want him to call me.
Common, if he has such a deap inside life why is it so boring with him? That everyone wants to escape? I mean, i wasn't bored with Freda, I wasn't bored with my uncle and other people, but with him, i am.
I feel like David, he was talking to you, when he didn't have anyone else whom he could've say everything.
You know everything.
I just didn't see him enjoying his life. Seriosly!. He didn't. People with Jesus in their heard have joy in their eyes. He has 'tosky zelenuy' in his eyes.
Ok, i'm going home, and will call Ukraine, Dosha.
Yea.