I want God to send me a person that i would be able to open to. What i mean is, that during my life I never confessed to people. I always did to God in a private prayer, but i came to the point that sometimes one need to talk to a pastor or someone I respect. Don't think that something is wrong with me. No, i'm Ok. But I don't like Ok. I want more than Ok in my spiritual life. And i want to talk to someone so i would clear up anything that could've hold me back in my spiritual grouth. I'm sorry, i don't know why i'm writing all this to you. That is what in my mind right now.