
ia zabolela...vot yzhe 2 dnia lezhy ne vstavaia s krovati. Y menia poiavilas sip' ot zaropanizhauzhix tabletok. ia chyvstvyu sebia bespomozhnoi....net zhelanie delat' chto-libo nikakogo. Net stremleniia, plana na den'. Est bolezn i ia. Zhizn proxodit mimo menia, a ia nichego ne mogy podelat'. Ostalsia vsego mesiatc do moego ot'ezda i nado yspet sdelat mnogo del, a ia raskleilas.
No zato ia staraus naiti vezde plusi: 1. ia nichego prakticheski ne em-to est legko i bistro poxydeu 2. otdix mne tozhe seichas ne pomeshaet, ia yzhe ystala ot tennisa i klassov...bolshe plusov ia ne nashla:(
Kogda mne ploxo, to ia ozhyzhau kak mne ne xvataet mami, kak ne xvataet vnimaniia, laski i lubvi. V takie minyti ia vpadau v depressiu i mne oooooooochen xochetsia domoi. ia nenavizhy TENNIS!!! Ia nenavizhy vistypat na sorevnovaniiax!!! ia nenavizhy xodit na eti idiotskie trenirovki!!! Ia lublu ychitsia, no ia vsu svou zhizn NENAVIZHY tennis, a v nego ia igrau yzhe 10 let!
...y menia bolit golova i menia besit sip na litce!!!