I'm just so broke down. I feel so bad. I need a litttle bit of supporting. I really need it. And I don't want to hide it as usual because I have no time for it and strength as well. I was trying to ask some people to help me out but i just got only one person around me who tryed to do at least smth and one person who was really feeling the inside of me. And i was so frustrated when my dear bf just spitted upon me like two times a day and tryed to change the subject or to get me nuts. he just doen't care and doesn't feel myself at all. and that is not ok.
But i don't care too. For the first time of my life i dont care about relationships and what he's doing wrong and so on. I mean i care about him but i cant think negative about him. I just cant. I got no strength.
I use "I" in every sentense and i guess that'sbecause i feel kind of selfish right now.
I dont care about anything except what has to be done. But I need support Because my selfconfidence leavved me for (hopefully) a while. I can't move on and i feel really frustratedx
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