I didn't want to remember
The memories deep inside
I didn't want to feel
The hurt surging inside

I didn't want to think
Of what I threw away
I didn't want to see
My life from day to day

For a moment I held eternity
Infinity a moment in time
Then all my dreams faded
Suddenly I was blind

Once I had emotions
I used to be a human being
Now I am nothing
Nor do I care to be

I can't look in the mirror
Haunted by what might have been
I didn't think that I was wrong
Yet I committed a horrible sin

I reach for a fading memory
My emotions turn to embers
You were the only one I ever loved
And I didn't want to remember.