It´s been, exactly, five months since last time she kept communication with me for last time (well, now, in Brazil, still is 18th). I never thought how I was being so stupid and fool and jerky. I simply dont believe that that guy who made that was I. Love is blind and I could not see my mistakes. My niece has a boyfriend; he is a great roque. He only uses her to his necessities and she is not able to see it. Another day they fought; he was wrong and she was right, but even thus she went to ask for pardon to him. I saw this scene and I remember me when I still had Anna in touch; I didn´t see how I was wrong.

As the result for my foolishness, she stopped communication with me, blocked my commentaries into her diary, put my name in her ignored list from her icq and e-mail and didn´t accept the presents which I and some friend of mine sent to her in her birthday. It´s pretty darn on good to me coz I behaved as a maniac and unbalanced person.

Some minutes ago I was reading a magazine of astrology from my friend Janaina. I dont believe in stuffes like that but I got amazed how the reveletion about scorpion sign looks like me. It said for the people who are from scorpin sigh (like me) take control of their feelings so that it doesn´t become in a possessive sensation; and it happened with me and that´s why, the fool guy here, missed her friendship

But who ordened me for I being a fool? I would like have another chance to prove her that I am not an unbalanced guy. Soever I know that I bahaved as one, I am not; well, at least I think...