its all so weird.
so strange.

peculiar.

we are strange. different? i guess so, but should that be a problem?

"dont hope so" ...



i just have to let it out. yes. all of it. oh god, i have to stop all this bullshit, i know.."i am aware of that, dont panic"..."i really like you"..what does the word "like" mean?...i've spent hours trying to figure it out...no use..i am too...too..too uneasy, goddamit...


and i definitely think too much, no doubts about that.
could someone be so kind and SMASH MY BLOODY BRAIN?...i would really appreciate that, honestly...

Настроение сейчас - trying to stop thinking
В колонках играет - Sonic Youth - I Love You Golden Blue