i miss talking to people
about music that has influenced generations
about literature that has changed the world
about the meaning of life
about what it's like to be lonely
about the journeys to the worlds of cloudy dreams


all those superficial conversations about parties and booze are taking me over.

i want them to listen.
LISTEN.
and understand.
these endless idle talks seem to be all they are concerned about.

sometimes i wonder, do they ever think about what they live for?
do they ever regret?
do they ever wish something so badly, thier fists clench and their hearts start to beat a million times faster?
do they ever want to turn back the time and change this one, the most important moment?


do they belive in the power of a wish?
and do they belive in themselves?


as for me, i keep hoping that i do, for otherwise there is nothig for me, but the dead end.

i know one thing - i have friends who will always be there for me, no matter how far away we are from each other.

i can always come home to them.

my deepest love and affection is what they will always have

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