Called you again. Felt like a fan of a rockstar: so miserable and unnatural. Didn't say even a half of what I really should have said. You're driving me crazy. The first tears in my eyes 'cos of you, 'cos I don't understand why it's always me acting first?..

I don't see your intentions if there any...

Seems like you don't care about me as much as I DO about you...

And when I really need your support I'm still alone...

I  wonder  if  I  will  ever  tell  you  again  how  special  you  are  to  me.  YOU  ARE  SPECIAL,  but  do  you  want  to  hear  it  from  ME?..

Kelly  Klarkson  "Because  of  you"

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you