Настроение сейчас - Shitty

Every now and then I realize my life is a piece of shit! I hate it and I hate myself for being like this and I hate people for reminding me about it. Shit, I know I am a procrastinator and I know I will always screw things up but for god’s sake DON’T tell me about it!!! I’m sick of it! I am not perfect and, damn, I know it!! Why do parents think they can point at all that crap I don’t wanna think about?! I am an adult person and if I could I would have left this fucking house ages ago.
Fuck, I hate myself today!! Wish I didn’t have that stupid gastritis and could drink!! I want to reach the condition when I care about nothing AT ALL. Oh, I am so angry and disappointed right now. I am so pissed off!!