Sometimes I wonder how my life has changed so drastically. I was born in Russia in the Ural mountains far far away from the coast and now I live on the beach and it feels like there is no better place in the world. I love it here so much that I never want to leave. Yesterday when I was riding on the boat with TOny I thought how nice it would be to build a house here and raise kids on the coast. Wake up with the babies, go surfing, read a book, go fishing ... I am content, I don't need anything esle when I am here. I don't even miss big cities  and the crowds of rushing people. All I need is right here in front of me. I have been tamed, I found my home and my happiness right here and right now................