Ne pishu sovsem , sovsem net jelaniya .
Ya " drov nalomala " , " seba slomala " .
Inogda ya prosto rada , chto est' dnevniki , odin tut , kogda mne xochetsa podelitsa s kem-nibud' , drugoy doma , kotoriy terpit mena .Ya prosto chuvstvuyu , chto mne nujno govorit' , i govorit' v nikuda .............................. ili tochnee pisat' .
Ya medlenno sxoju s uma , vernee xochu soyti s uma.
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Ushla , ushla .