Bastian just called me... haven't spoken to him for ages, and don't even remember the last time i actually saw him... he spends most of his time in Germany now... i kind of miss him i guess... he used to be a very important person in my life... he still is but not that much anymore... i was so obsessed about him... childlishly in love... i think i'll always love him in my own special way... we were cool together... but he totally broke my heart, unintentionally of course, but he did... it doesn't matter anymore, im over him, we're friends... yet, after all these years, i still get emotional after talking with him... well, i guess special people will always stay special... time can't change that.