"my heart seems to have frozen in time
cobwebs of memories i still do keep
drying tears do escape at times
into my dreams you sometimes creep..."

so yes, thinking of him again... i went through an illusion that we could make it happen.. that all we had would last forever... but there was never a chance for us... everything came to an end as rapidly as it began... leaving me emotionally drained with a heart that's badly hurt... losing you is the most hurtful ending to a complex yet magnificent part of my life...
you were like a dream that finally came true... remember the first time i cried and you kissed away my pain? strange how memories become entangled with dreams... was it real? were you real??

"one day you will ask what's more important for me - you or life - i will choose life and you will leave without even knowing that for me life is you..."

i need you...
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