just came home from extra... met a few cool people, saw Zsolti... ahh... Zsolti... anywayz, i realised that even though the guy i want doesn't give a fuck about me, i don't care anymore, or at least not now... life is beautiful, there are so many other guys in this world who would die for me!!! don't wanna waste my time on being depressed about someone who doesn't even care ( i mean, he wouldn' even notice if i'd die)... i deserve better!!! much better!
actually, i think i already found a better guy... but im not sure about it yet... we'll see. time will solve my problems