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Alone, sitting, watching the rain fall, I give myself away to the water, to the flames of the drops... The darkness creeps in, my reality is shattered and I fall, I fall into the dark, into the deep, into an illusion. The Illusion of me and Him being together...

When I stand near Him, yet so far away, I realize He is like a continuous wave crashing against my feet. From a distance, I'm watching His every move, His beauty, His spirit. Whether it be the calm before the storm or the rage during. Amazingly, I stand directly in His path. He runs all around my feet surrounding, engulfing me. Yet, if for a moment, I reach out just to feel His presence, feel Him trickle through my hands leaving me with just a hint of His existence. He vanishes as quickly as He appears, never noticing what I really feel for Him. Again and again until the realization sets in that I can never have his heart.
If only He would know... but He should not, because it will scare Him away, and I don't want to risk losing Him. I can't, it's just... the sudden rush of emotions would be too much for both of us. He would disappear, and I would... blame myself for making another stupid mistake... and then... you don't want to know... not like it matters.
I keep asking myself if it's love... Is it? He broke through the barrier I had up around my heart and actually brought back the feelings into my life. For 3 years nobody could do that! So, suddenly, out of nowhere, He appears in my life, turning everything upside down and inside out!!! Obviously, He didn't want to do that, but, oh well, I'm sorry, I didn't plan to fall in love with Him either... Life is unpredictable.

And the rain keeps falling...

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