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i miss him.. i miss him so much, that i can't think about anything else.. i don't feel pain, i feel empty.. as if one huge part of me was torn out, taken away from me and i cannot get it back, no matter how hard i try... like there is a wall i can't break through.. and he's there, on the other side of that fucking wall... waiting for me.. can't understand why im not there.. perhaps he's forgeting?

every inch of my body and soul is screaming, but this fucking silence cannot be broken.. he can't hear me.. nobody can.