today was Tim's last day in hungary... most of his friends were there, some who do not belong there at all.. i couldn't speak with him.. didn't have a chance..
i watched him sleeping... he said he loves me in his dream.. i almost cried, but didn't want to wake him up..
5 o'clock in the morning they will take him to airport.. i'll be in hospital around 3.30.. not sure the nurses will let me in though, cuz they didn't let me stay, i had to hide all the time... left the hospital after midnight.. will go back in an hour.. maybe he'll be awake.. maybe we'll spend some time together.. without friends.. without parents.. just me and him..
i miss him already.