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you opened your eyes today.. but i don't think you could see.. you looked frightened, confused, sad.. i couldn't let you go.. couldn't leave.. just stood there for 5 hours and stared, trying to stop my tears..
your hand sometimes moved, squezed mine and then let go.. you even looked at me a few times.. did you recognise anything? what did you feel?
i thought you were crying inside...
my soul was screaming..
surgery tomorrow.. you will sleep again.. and i will wait.. and hope.. and pray.. and then cry inside, but no one will see that.. my heart will cry, not my eyes.. like always.. for 15 days now.. im begining to forget happiness.. because it's in coma, together with you.