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i think im mean, self-centered, rotten and ugly..
worthless...
a dust.. nothing more..
was i ever special? loved? needed? in my dreams... but those left me too.. all i have is nightmares...
fear, anger...
and recently emptiness.. i don't feel needed anymore.. i don't feel..
tim is slowly leaving me.. cuz im ruining his life.. he can't enjoy it with me, he can't enjoy it because of me...
i deserve to be shot near the heart and left alone to bleed to death..
and nobody would notice.